I woke up and got ready to go to the kappa meeting and brought my own outfit Bc I hate skirts. We had a " new recruit" so I was kinda confused Bc they told me a while ago that I would be the last one in there group and the location just seems to be at the artsache house
Amelia and y/n call:
Amelia: are you almost here? She said smacking her gum
Y/n: yea bye
I hate being rushed it makes me angry and frustrated
I get there and they welcome the new recruit and it was the one and only ALLY I started clapping but not entertained all the boys were in the other room and listening to us while on there phones..
Amelia: so rule number one of being a kappa you have to listen to the rules
Y/n: uh-
Amelia: second rule we have to be mean to the new kids
Y/n: what the hel-
Amelia: listen here no talking over each other
Y/n: ok
Amelia: next thing we can do whatever we want to each other
Y/n: Idk ab that one
Mike starts laughing along with jiggy
Amelia: trust me it'll be fun
Y/n: fine taking your word for it
Amelia: we go back to school and show those new recruits up and-
I almost start to laugh a little Bc she thinks this preppy speech is funny and is cute and inspirational
Amelia: is there something funny?
Y/n: no continue I said giggling
Amelia: that's the plan I'll see y'all tomorrow
They all hug each other and they try to hug me but I back away:
Brooklyn: oh what's wrong do I stink?
Y/n: no um I just hate getting touched by humans
Brooklyn: why?
Y/n: uh just some issues and things that happened in the last
I was getting a little irritated that she kept bringing up memories I didn't want to think about it made me angry but I didn't show it I just left and went to trents house...
Trent: WHAT? HELLO
Y/n: heyy?
Trent: y/nnn hOw HaVe YoU bEeN
Y/n: have you been drinking?
Trent: NoO jUsT sOmE wInE
Y/n: Is that not drinking like I just said?
Trent: CoMe iN bUbZ
Y/n: move I said grabbing his hand
Trent: ThIs iS A nIcE hOuSe
Y/n: it's your house you stupid puta lay down you said pushing him on the couch
Trent: LaY dOwN bUbZ
Y/n: Gn
He fell asleep or I think he blacked out I went upstairs in his room and was shocked I started to cry he had a picture frame of me and him when we were kids i realized how much I wasn't spending time with him I zoned out and saw on his bed the teddy bear he got me for v day 3 years ago I cried and hugged it it smelled like him and I fell asleep holding it
10:00 pm:
Trent: MY HeAD HUrTs
Y/n: Tylenol and water
Trent: heyyy bubz
Y/n: me going home sowwy
Trent: oh ok where did you Come from
Y/n: literally or actually
Trent: uh where in the house i know what you came out of 🤮😑
Y/n : well byeeee I had the teddy bear in my bag
I got home and my mom was in bed with another guy I got mad she kept being all these guys over here and one day I'm going to tell her to but I'm not in the mood rn so I put my hair into a messy bun and go to sleep 💤
6:00 am
I wake up to my alarm and had to get up so I went shower and did my routine and got ready ( outfit on top) It was cold out and also to hide the cuts and bruises from when I used to be abused and I'm a insecure
I get to school and see the group of kappas and call them over they come over but keep laughing:
Y/n: what's wrong
Ava: ye-yeah guys what's wrong
Brooklyn: she didn't do anything-
Amelia: it's just your shoes like what are those
Y/n: are you saying that because it's a trend Bc baby these shoes are expensive trending whatever
Amelia: wha-what?
Y/n: what do you mean
Amelia: I mean like never expected like a girl like you to buy expensive things
Y/n: what?
Amelia: no-nothing
Y/n: hm ok
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