A song I mostly wrote for a friend
i miss the feeling the dark
i miss the blade going in my skin
my mind is in a war against itself
and i can't escape it
maybe i did something that I shouldn't
i can't control myself
i don't have self control
Falling deeply in a black hole
I lost control
I lost control
Can't save myself from my soul
I lost control
I lost control
Staring at the mirror
Who are you
Can't shake this terror
What should I do
The blood is falling everywhere
My body aches for rest
I wish I was stronger
I can't take this any longer
