Language of Mine

ten days

it's too loud in here.
i'm numb and careful.
i'm in control.

wake up. work. sleep.
forget to eat.

i'm content but it's too loud in here.
i'm sad and lonely.
i'm enjoying this.

wake up. work. sleep.
forget to eat.
drink water.

i stutter sometimes and its dumb.
but i'm in control.
i'm numb and careful.
in control.

work. sleep. wake up.
drink water.
this is fun.
i'm in control but this is fun.

and now,
i'm not.

sleep. dream. wake up.
are you here?

its been three days.
i can't stay still.
how are you doing this?

hey. hey. hey. sleep. dream.
am i awake?

nothing feels real.

how are you real?

are you real?

we're getting married now.
i'd move across countries now.
i'd leave my home and freeze outside for you now.

i'd kill for you now.

hey. hey. hello. i'm dreaming now.

are you still there?
are you still here?

i can't tell.

oh you are. you are. hello.

i'm scared of you now. scared of you leaving. scared that you really care.

but thats okay.
i'd kill for you now.
so it's okay.
i'm not leaving.
i'm stuck here now.

i'm in love with you now.