Broken....KYLE KUZMA

025....

skip to three years of dating

last week was kyles 24th bday and it went pretty good

i have been throwing up the past week or so and kyle has noticed but us being the dumb lights kind we are i just thought i had a stomach bug

anyways today i finally regained my senses i bought a pregnancy test. ye i had to go overboard so i wouldn't get noticed in the store coz i don't wanna start shit rn

anyways when i got back home i took the test waiting impatiently until five minutes later i looked at it and it said pregnant

i took another one just in case and it was also pregnant

i decided to call brandon as i was trying to stop tears from coming out of my eyes

"yo, wassup haven everything ok?" brandon says
"u finish practice?" i ask
"ye ik abt to go home now, u ok?" he replies then asking
"ye, well no, i'm fucked" i say back
"why what's happening?" brandon asks
"i'm fucking pregnant brandon"i say
as soon as i say that brandon went silent (it wasn't a facetime call btw)
"u r what!?" i heard a familiar voice say..... it was kyles
"shit! brandon!" i say annoyed
"sorry u didn't tell me if it was serious or not and i thought even if it was he's ur bf, but umm damn sorry" brandon says
"not for long, watch him break up with me when he comes home" i say not even letting neither kyle or brandon say anything else by hanging up
about 30-45 minutes later i hear a car pull up in the driveway and then the front door open a few moments later
i was sitting in bed crying then i decided to fake sleep coz i didn't wanna deal with this rn
i did just that and a few minutes later i hear the bedroom door slowly open and foot steps come in as they close the door

he sits by my feet on the bed rubbing my leg
"ik u aren't sleeping, come on" he says as he pulls my up and i sit upright and he pulls me closer to him causing me to rest of head on his shoulder and he rubs my belly

"bruh there nothing there yet" i say avoiding eye contact

"bitch why r u crying" kyle says
"nigga u aren't funny, come on now break up with me i've mentally prepared myself" i say back
"u really think the worst of me don't u" he says jokingly
i don't respond and he wipes my tears and looking at me
"baby i'm not leaving u, remember i told u we in it for the long run... i'm excited to be a dad then soon ima ask u to marry me" he says
" so u aren't mad" i ask
"why would i be... but if it's a boy we are naming it after me" he says back
"u wish ain't nobody naming my kid kyle jr" i say laughing
"so who else knows i'm pregnant" i ask
"just me and brandon" he replies and i sigh out of relief

ngl i was kinda excited to be a mum.... well now i was knowing kyle wasn't bout to dumb me or sum shit

idk it's not like i think the worst of him, it's just that i've always had that mentality when it came to guys

anyways i had an appointment next week just to actually make sure and shit

.........

i was currently 5 weeks rn and even tho there wasn't much there i have a tendancy to hold my belly

"oi can u get me a water while u come here" he says as he sees me walking past the kitchen
"i'm pregnant"
"u can't use the pregnancy card until u can't actually put on ur own shoes or its hard to walk" he says laughing

i just sigh before getting him a bottle of water. i usually use that excuse to get out of doing stuff but ye it never works