My Diary and Dark Poems

Empty

Why do I feel so empty yet when I'm not I feel so much anger and sadness? It's always so confusing figuring out why I do and why I dont the Rose's in my head start to vanish like a storm yet when I'm happy i feel like crying and yelling an screaming for mercy i been like this even before the pandemic but it starting to show more and more I dont know how much longer I can take this empty feeling it's like a void your drowning and hard to swallow as your eyes start to drift slowly closing in the darkness there is never any light there to try to head towards I guess the only way is to keep going in the dark and never stop and just smile on your way down but maybe one day I can find the light until then hello darkness goodbye light