My Diary and Dark Poems

How its going so far

I remember waking up excited today and going to the plaza with mother and my baby brother we got snacks and chatted about pops being in the hospital and movies an snacks I figured like all those days we mighg post-pone the birthday party I was right I went and called some of my friends up about it so to have something to keep my mind off of it I played some games and talk to Mike I remeber thinking about other things while he told me how stress he was then talk to Aiko and today she's sick I felt bad for them both and wondered if there's something I could do maybe later we could work on a smp or something that might cheer them up it did seem like it would work and my birthday happen it was odd seeing how things got ruin but eh shit happens at least I did get to talk to some people to bad pops is in the hospital I hope he's okay and will get better

9/10 10:38 pm

Halfway through this day was extremely exhausting I look and read what someone who I thought would understand why I said what I said and another person apparently not welp they clearly don't understand a lot about me then again scientists said hdhd an autistic teenagers or kids or adults are different from the other average person makes sense I sometimes wonder what would people think if I went back to how I was before but back then I hated it even though the others liked it maybe it's for the best but I kinda wanna just be able to be me and stop having people act like it's awful just because I don't do the things they want or say.
Pops is still in the hospital apparently it might be because a infection on his kidney I think? Wish I could understand I wonder if there gonna need surgery maybe I don't know I just hope everything goes well for him