Dedicated to her, she's my cool bestfriend:)) Loving and very supportive too:))
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February fourteen, Valentine’s day
I wore black just to say
That today is the funeral of my dead heart
The one you torn, scattered and now, completely breaking apart
Looking back, I am just an ordinary girl
The one who always smile and laugh on every swirl
But you disturbed the serenity when I was in silence
You hurt me and I tasted the pain and sadness
There’s no more pain but I never feel happy
It seems like I'm living in a place of agony
There's no more pain, I am numb already
I am trapped indeed in this cruel melancholy
I walk alone in a path full of lovers
They're wearing red and holding each other
I am the lone black in an ocean of flaming red
"Happy Valentines" they greeted, but I just ignored whatever they said
I ignored the lovers, I ignored the greetings
I ignored the valentines, I just ignored everything
The only thing that matter is the heavy feeling
In my heart, in my mind, in my soul: it is never ending
After a long walk, I found myself in an empty space
I am not alone, there are other faces
Another boy, another girl wearing the same black dress
I smile, I found friends, and we are in the same page of madness
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Happy Black Valentines to all single and broken hearted out there ^___^ I am not broken, I am not fix but yeah, I am single. So I belong to you guys.
#BlackValentines
February 14, 2015
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Why so bitter old self? 🤔
Rebel ☠️
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Dark side
PoetryTrigger Warning ⚠️ This is a personal collection of poetry that I wrote from years ago. This deals with self-harm, dark stuff, hatred, jealousy, death, sadness and other materials/topic that some may find disturbing. Please read at your own risk. 2...
