Rejection For the Rejectee (Werewolf SoulMate) COMPLETED

20 - In The Name Of The Deserving

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***Valentine***

Cold. So, so cold... I blinked my eyes, blackness receding from my vision, to see a white sky. No blue for me then. Then the pain receptors kicked in. Oh God that hurt! The bitch had fucking shot me in the leg! Twice! That means that she's double the bitch. If I get my hands on her I'm going to skin her pretty little face, strangle her with her own fucking wasted hair and toss her in the fucking Grand Canyon for this fucking stunt! Oh shit the ravine. That where I was. I blinked at the sky then looked to my side to see water lazily trickling over shiny pebbles. Oh just fucking peachy. Maybe I'll drown her. Nah, not enough blood...

Pain radiated from my leg. The bitch used fucking silver bloody bullets! She is worse than dead. I'm going to kill her, send her to Hades himself and have him give her to the Furies. And I'll watch them tear her apart whilst eating popcorn and gossiping with Hades. Isn't that the dream? Well before any of it could happen I need to actually get out of this fucking tangle of a mess. How the fuck am I going to do that?

I tried moving my leg and the pain intensified threefold. FUCK! A screech came from my throat. My wolf whimpered. She wanted me to shift. That wasn't going to happen. If I were to shift with the bullets still in it would make everything even worse. And that's with normal bullets. Silver fuses to our skin making it near impossible to get them out myself, and if I did by some miracle manage to get them out, the silver would still be in my system and so make my wolf just as useless as I am now. Fuck!

I had to get someone attention. How? Who? This place was miles from any patrol line or house! Maybe if I could get Zed's attention... I opened my side of the bond, opened it a far as I could. Then I poured my pain through it. Please, please, please feel something! Get through! It hit a wall. No! He's still blocking it! I poured more into it. Keep going! Break through! Nothing. Silence. I was alone. Again.

I banged my head back into the stones. I let tears trickle down my face, not unlike the river next me. A shiver wracked my body, making any aches and pains become known and pulse with the heartbeat of agony. My fingers dig into the ground next to me. I was useless!

Light cold pressures fell onto my face. Was that... I opened my eyes for a snowflake to land on my eyelashes. Snow? Why must it snow now when I was lying outside half frozen with two bullets in my leg and the poison of silver working its way through my blood? It's just the cherry on the fucking cake. I never wanted a fucking cake in the first place.

Pull yourself together Valentine! You're alone, yes, but this is nothing new. You've survived and you will again. Nothing is going to stop you. You thought you would die when Mum and Dad died, but you didn't. You thought you would cease to exist when Zed rejected you. Did you? No, you bounced back and fought, dammit! You can do this without them! On your own. If you could make it without your own twin you can make it now. You said you'd live for the two of you. You're not only failing yourself, not just the pack and your Mate, but you're failing Valarie. She gave up her life for yours, even before you could really know her. You have to live through this. There is not another option. It's survive in the name of others if you can't do it for yourself. Do it for the ones who deserve it.

So GO.

I swallowed down the tears. No more. I sat up with difficulty. I moved my good leg. I tried to push myself up. I crashed before I could get proper footing. Try again. This time I got there. I staggered forward and nearly fell again. The pain was nearly taking over but I pushed it down. I had no time for weakness.

I started forward.

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I know it's short... please don't hate me! And its been a while since the last update! I know and i'm so sorry! But now that i'm on my break i can write every day and hopefully update every day or so as well! Things are getting tense and i want your support! Ask questions, tell me if i've made a mistake, if something dosn't make sence..... Please!

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Love you guys who read every update and sorry i had to dissapoint you with the shortness..... But i love you and i hope that you love this book anyway. - Mia xxxxxx