THE GUY WHO'S ALWAYS WITH HIS UMBRELLA | COMPLETED

CHAPTER 22

CHAPTER 22

HRH PRINCE FELIX POV

SAMU'T SARING emosyon na ang nararamdaman ko sa ngayon. I don't know what to say and what to do anymore.

As how it was planned, that's what we did. Matulin ang pagpapatakbo ni Head Guard James sa sasakyan habang nanatili kaming tahimik sa loob. We even cancelled our reservation on the restaurant when Head Guard James received a report about those followers in the University. It turns out they did the same thing as what we did. Half of them are gone, as the half of them remains on the University.

Wala na kaming pake kung anong iisipin ng restaurant sa amin. We asked for a reservation early in the morning that probably woke them up earlier than expected and then we won't make it to there. They will surely be mad at us but at the moment, all four of us doesn't care. Instead, ipina-deliever nalang namin sa palasyo ang lahat ng pagkain at binayaran ang oras na nasayang sakanila.

Ultimo kasi ang plano namin ni Kein na mag-usap kahit saglit man lang ay di rin tuloy. And I don't know if I'll be happy or sad about it. Happy dahil hindi kami magkakasagutan nang pinaka-close kong pinsan o malulungkot dahil kahit magkasagutan pa kami, the more important thing is that we will settle it.

Patong-patong na naman ang mga iniisip ko. Because not only that.. I also got the time to think of what am I feeling.

Hindi ko alam kung maganda ba ito para sa akin o hindi. Thankfully, I'm still in the process of thinking if that's the case or not, I still recognize it as unconcluded.

Although I must say for me it's not the right thing to do. I need to settle it as well if I ever found out that.. I do like him. Though it's not a good thing for me.

Napatingin ako sa gawi niya nang napa-isip ako sa pagtatanong ko sa sarili ko kanina.

I don't know why I ask myself if I like him or not when everytime I look at his face, I see no attractiveness on him.

He doesn't have the looks-- well, okay, fair enough he does but his didn't went half mine. He also doesn't have fair skin, in fact, he has a tan one. Puno pa halos ito ng mga peklat in some visible areas and he also told me he has a lot more inside of his clothes. So why would I like him? In addition, he's rude! He doesn't know how to adress us properly, the way he calls me just by my name which is really a no-no in the palace.

Yet he has the guts to do so.

Kaya paanong magkakagusto ako dito? Am I just confuse of what am I feeling? Siguro hindi ko naman talaga siya gusto. Dala lang marahil ng palagi siyang nasa paligid. The way he saved me two times, hindi pa bilang ito, dahil siguro sa mga 'yon kaya nakakaramadam ako ng ganito.

I'm really just confuse, aren't I?

"Bakit?"

"Huh?" napa-iwas ako ng tingin ng bigla niya akong tanungin kung bakit.

Shit, I forgot that I was looking at him while thinking nonsense stuff. Isipin ko dapat 'to sa isang lugar na tahimik at walang distraction, not in the car where he's present as well as the other people we are with.

"Hina naman ata ng loob mo?" napatingin ako sakanyang muli nang magsalita siya. "Wag ka mag-alala at may Tyler ka."

"What?" I said in confusion. "Hibang ka ba? I was just thinking of something, and I don't care if I have you beside me or not. As if I can't handle myself."

Hindi ko na siya narinig pang magsalita ulit kaya kahit papano ay lumuwag ang nararamdaman ko. I don't think I can handle atlease a minute of us talking nonstop. Pakiramdam ko, nabubuhayan lang ang isang parte sa sarili ko na gusto ko 'daw' siya sa tuwing magka-usap kami. That's not okay for me.