Foster Brother | Jastin

Chapter 7

Justin's POV:

I run in with tears streaming down my face, I know I wasn't liked in this family but this, this just hurts more than I can explain. I wanted this to work, I love Pattie, she's like a mother I always dreamed of and Selena? She was almost sweet and welcoming but there's Jason.

I don't know what I did to him, he was stone cold since I came and it's like he's trying his hardest to get me gone. Why?

I run up the stairs as my feet stomp as hard as they possibly could. Im still crying, my vision blurs more and my heart pounds through my chest. Feeling more and more cold as the air swooshed pastme with every step I take. Not seeing too clear, I bump into someone and hurry to cut off the sound of my cries.
"Justin?" I look up to see Pattie, I sigh with relief and thankful it's her. She'll understand.

"Why are you soaked dear? You can catch a cold," she says as she pushes my hair back. I want to tell her but I don't want Jason more angry with me than he already is, for some unknown reason. Im ruining their lives as much as I am right now. I think, I think hard if any excuse I could possibly think of.
  "I... I was sleep walking Mrs Bieber," I stuffers, of course I fucking stuttered, she won't believe me if I stuffers. I mentally slap myself.

She makes a face, like a thinking face. "You've never had a record of sleep walking before though.." she purses her lips and shrugs, "you can tell me the truth hun, I like honesty in my house." She stated. How does she know I'm lying? I sounded pretty convincing, didn't I? To whatever creep that's reading my mind. I sigh out loud and look down, "Jason pushed me in the loop" I mumble, refusing to look at her in the eye. I can't bare to see her face, she could think I'm lying and give me back, I don't want to, foster care is such a horrible situation to be in.

"He fucking did what?!" She yelled which made me jump, not that I'm scared of her because I'm not, i just hate people yelling, call me delicate. I am so I simply don't care. I slowly nodded and looked up, her face was so red, way red than blood.. weird comparison I know. She was so pissed not at me I prayed. She held my face with both of her hands and signed deeply. "I'm going to go find him and give him the piece of my mind because what he did to you is beyond uncalled for and I'm sorry he did it. In the mean time, go take a hot shower and get dressed in comfy clothes. I'll throw those in the washer." She shakes her head and walks off.

I can't help but feel bad for what she might do or say to Jason. I known what he did to me was wrong and uncalled for but I started all this, I came to this family and tore up what they're used to. I just had a warm welcome feeling with Pattie that I gladly was okay going to stay with her. I walk into my bathroom and turn the water to the hottest part I could, call me a woman but it's never hot enough for me. I struggled to take the clothes off with them being unnecessarily heavy.

I struggled for a minute but managed to get it off, I get under the shower and let it him me, I sigh in relaxation and close my eyes but only left with one thought. Why me?
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Jason's POV:

Yes I'm a fucking asshole, I get that . I've done these things before and worse things to others but what I did to Justin had just left me feeling guilty, and I hate that feeling more than anything.

"Jason Joan Mccann!" I heard my mother yell and chills quickly went down my spine. Nothing's more terrifying than hearing your parents call you by your full name, you know you fucked up then. I turn around and look at her to just face a very pissed off mom. Calmly I play off the jitters and cross my arms with a scowl.

"You better knock of that look and attitude before I do with more force than I can fucking explain. I'm so unbelievably pissed and hurt by you. I know this is an incredibly huge change for all of you but this was uncalled for, he's a very sweet boy who wants nothing but a family and you won't stop being a douche to see it." She's pacing trying to calm down for sure. Every possible thought is running through my mind if what she could possibly be thinking it wanting to do with me.

"I can't even begin right now, he has went through a lot in his life than you even have and this family is an opportunity for him to start over and get that family he deserved for so many years. I have raised you absolutely better than this and you're proving to me that I failed as a parent." She rubs her face and scowls. My heart pangs more with guilt than I did in the first place. This was meant to show him not it fuck with me and as a harmless prank. Is she really standing up for him? Someone's that not even here?

"I want you in your fucking room, I want all your electronics, your car keys and you're oh so fucking grounded for a week. Get out of my face now!" She snapped. I rolled my eyes and walked up the stairs with a heavy heart with one thought on my mind, "what happened to him?"

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This was a rushed chapter and I forgot to publish this lmao but it feels good to be back:)