Sadomasochism
That's what its called
Everything you did
What I couldn't control
What I couldn't stop,
Yet its just crying for attention
And the pain is my fault
You say there's something I could have done
Or I just need to hear you out
The blame game
All you think I need
People say I'm not alone,
But I'm always coping on my own
Please tell me how not to live in fear
How am I supposed to survive?
Be alright, no scars on my arms, drugs filling my mind
Everything they did is called right
I'm just screaming bloody murder
Picking any fight
If I didn't want it, I would have given some sign
Opened up my eyes
Being put through so much hell
For not doing enough
Saying no doesn't change a thing,
Screaming and yelling,
It will all end the same
Its not a sign
But they say I'll be just fine
They all think for me
Because I'm living a life
In which its all just a cry
They're the only ones who will be alright
Sadomasochism
That's what its called
When the pain that happened
Was all my fault
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Sexual Abuse Poem
PoesiI've been sexually abused. It led to mocking, shame, dishonor, and blame. Everyone had so much sorrow for others, until it happened to me.