⚠️very explicit scenes through mf this chapter, degrading, dominance, edging etc⚠️
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you both walk back to his dorm, hearing the music fade off into the background, you reach his door which he opens and motions for you to go in.
that intoxicating familiar smell off, peppermint and smoke traveling through your senses.
"do you want to borrow some stuff." mattheo turns to his draws and gets out a pair of grey joggers and a white t-shirt.
"yes please, that would be brilliant." you laugh lightly to yourself for responding that way.
"here you go, love." he passes you them and you place them on his bed and take your shoes off then rub your heels because they hurt.
after massaging your feet for a minute or so, you stand and go to pull one of your straps down but a strong hand stops you doing so.
"you don't deserve to be touched by suck dirty hands, do you Y/N." you feel theo's warm breath flowing on your neck.
"i have to agree with that one mattheo." you smirk slightly.
"merlin i love the way you say my name." he purrs underneath your ear.
"do i still make you nervous, theo." you whispered his name.
"yes, yes you do." one of his hands snake around your waist while his other hand makes it's way to your neck and grabs it lightly.
"okay, well i'm going to have to say it often then." you wriggle out of his hold and go to the right side of his bed to get changed.
you start to pull the remainder of your dress down and let it fall to the floor. now picking up the joggers and slipping into them. you go to undo your bra when you feel mattheo's eyes on you, intensely watching you, a new feeling you've never felt before washes over you and you feel all flustered, frozen not wanting to carry on, you brake the silence.
"stop staring your perv." you smirk playfully, turning around and carrying on.
"sorry, just mesmerized by you, can't blame me can you?." he raises his eyebrows as you turnaround.
"well what can i say, i'm flattered." you raise your head higher in pride and he chuckles at your gesture."can i ask you something theo."
"of course you can, go ahead." he walks over and sits at the end of this bed,
"do you ever think about me in that way?" you ask with slight nerves of what he could say. you wished he would say yes but if he said no well that just embarrassing.
"sometimes." he says as if he was unsure. "do you?."
he turns around to look at you.
"yes, i'm not going to stand here and lie to you, but i just feel something different about you this time, i've never felt this before, it's scaring me." you truthfully spoke not wanting to hide it.
"feelings mutual lush, would you say i'm mad that i want to experiment with you?" he asked you
"if i'm honest i would say your a genius, not mad, we could be like, friends with benefits you know" you smirk at his wide eyes as you said the last part.
"you really want to be friends with benefits?" he asked almost innocently.
"that's what i said, right?" you walk over to him at the end of the bed and straddle his legs as he puts his hands on your waist.
"yes, i heard you." he slowly said while trailing his hands down and resting them on your hips.
"so you say you want to experiment, what do you have in mind?" you say while slowly grinding on him.
