song - loser boy, by joseph dubay
"look, if you never cared for me, never cared about george, then just say it dream. dont avoid the subject because you want to spare my fucking feelings or some shit- you broke me when you threw it all away just to...
ma·laise /məˈlāz/ noun a general feeling of discomfort, illness, or uneasiness whose exact cause is difficult to identify
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george lightly took the paper from sapnap's hands.
"its XD."
"wow really george? i couldnt tell"
"dont get pissy sap- we know now."
sapnap sighed, wrapping his arms around himself.
"yeah-yeah okay. sorry."
his voice was small as he looked down, staring at the ground.
he'd escaped.
"eventually" he'd said.
"eventually."
eventually sounds like it should be longer than two weeks.
"i have to find him."
sapnap brought his head up to meet george's gaze.
"i have to."
george kept eye contact for a second, trying to read sapnap's stern eyes, no emotion betraying him.
what did he mean?
whyd he have to go find him so soon?
when he'd came to george's house after his first visit, he'd eventually relayed the events of the visit.
he'd sat across from george in the living room, looking down at his hands. every once in a while, he'd brushed an idle finger over his then-bandaged knuckles.
"i told him... i told him if he escaped-"
"youre going to kill him."
george's voice was breathy from disbelief.
sapnap stayed silent, but let his head drop again.
