Sitting next to bob on the bed I run my thumb over his clammy skin "You'll be a- wonderful mother- just-keep being you" smiling I nod my head "Thank you" I mumble leaning down and pecking his cheek. Standing up I walk back over to rick, maggie taking my place "You'll always be with us apart of us" she says then kisses his hand before standing up. Walking out I hold onto ricks belt "Rick" bob rasps and rick starts handing judith to me "No don't, just let her stay I trust her." I walk out of the room and sit on one of the benches my hand resting in my stomach.
Abraham sits next to me "Eugene has the cure for this shit show down in washington and with your age and, current situation I would advise you to come with us" he explains. I look over to him a small chuckle leaving my mouth "Age, current situation, okay look gingerbread I'm staying with rick, carl and judith and daryl when he comes back, so if they're not goin with ya then I'm not" I smile at the end. Grabbing the back of the bench infront of me I stand up "You're daryls daughter" "Niece actually" I look over the three "Hi I'm lucille" I speak waving awkwardly.
"We know who you are and might I say you look younger than I thought you would considering you're relationship with rick" eugene says almost robotically. Smiling I look over at rick coming out of the door "That's because I'm nineteen, how old did y'all think I was" I ask amused looking around the trio. Nodding my head at the silence I hear rick chuckle "Rick is at least thirty five years old he has two kids and his reaction and ring lead us to assume you are his wife which means you beared two children one of which is fifteen give or take so I if not we assumed your age to be around thirty as well" eugene explains again.
Rick walks up to me and hands me judith "Hey sweetness" I whisper kissing her head. Rick lightly grabs the back of my neck his lips pressing against my temple "Can we talk" he says softly in my ear. Nodding my head we walk towards the other room "Carl can you take judith" carl nods towards his father and takes the baby from my arms. Walking into the other room we walk to the bathroom and shut the door "What is it" I question worried. He grabs my face with his hands and smashes his mouth against mine, shocked for a moment I kiss back till we both pull away.
"What was that for" I whisper slightly out of breath "I'm just happy you're still alive and there's no more secrets" I smile pulling away "Okay if we stay in here I'm pretty sure it's gonna end up like back at the house, so we should go" I state pulling away and walking out of the bathroom. Watching Tyreese walk out of bobs room with a bloody knife I suck a breath in. "Ready" glenn calls and we walk outside near the graveyard "This is our route to DC, we'll stick to it as long as we're able if not you got are destination" abraham states handing rick a map.
"Once eugene gets with the big brains left up there things are gonna bounce back. This group should be there for it, you should be there for it" "They will be" maggie says "We will" I assure laying my chin on ricks shoulder. He looks back at the group nodding his head "We will" abraham nods and turns around"Let's go." Turning around to face glenn and maggie I tear up and walk over to them giving them another hug. "Why are you crying" glenn asks and I shake my head "Hormones" I choke out wiping my face.
Laughing he hugs me again "We'll see each other again, I wouldn't be able to be away from my sister for to long" he speaks and I cry harder. Hitting him in the arm I point to the bus "You're making it worse" he chuckles going on the bus with maggie. Standing next to rick by the steps I let the tears flow as I watch them drive away. Rick opens the map and I look down at the words on the bottom 'Sorry, I was an asshole, come to washington. The new world's gonna need rick grimes' I smile leaning my head against his shoulder.
"Go inside get something to eat" he says walking away towards tyreese digging the graves. Going inside I sit next to carl playing with judith "What do you think of me having a baby" I question, he doesn't move. "Are you asking how I feel about the baby or about you and my dad having a baby" I nod my head and look at him in worry. He sighs running his hand over Judiths head "I think you love each other" "But how do you feel carl" I inquire, "I feel like I should hate both of you, but I'm trying to understand it. And if anyone was going to be with him, I'm happy it's you" he stands up and walks away.
Staring at the floor I lay my head in my hands "Don't worry to much, he'll understand" michonne reassures sitting next to me. I look over at her "But what If he doesn't, what if I just blew up his and ricks relationship" I mumble sitting up. Michonne pats my shoulder "Everything will work out you just gotta roll with it for now" I nod my head. She squeezes my shoulder before standing up "Just one question" I call out, stopping she turns around "When did you become the one with words of wisdom."
Smiling she rolls her eyes "When you decided to get pregnant" my mouth falls open at her words "That was mean" I huff crossing my arms over my chest. She turns around and goes over to carl, standing up I walk outside towards rick and tyreese. Standing beside the graves I force my eyes away from the bloody sheets "Need any help" rick stops and looks over giving me a really look. "We're just fine thank you for asking" tyreese declines while rick continues to dig "Alrighty then, I'll be inside if you need me" I sigh turning around and walking back inside.
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"I need somewhere quiet" I tell tyreese getting up and walking to the bathroom with a flashlight. Laying the flashlight in the sink I sit on the toilet laying my chin in my palms. Closing my eyes I try to work the headache out, the bathroom door opens and ricks walks in shutting it behind him "This feels familiar" I grumble looking up at him. He chuckles airily before walking over and grabbing my hand and standing me up "What are you doing rick" I sigh. He pulls me closer his hand resting on my lower back "Dancing" he mumbles spinning me in a circle, I giggle when he pulls me back and bends over.
Letting my head fall back my hair barely touches the floor, pulling me back up are faces barely an inch apart. Standing in the dark room with the flashlight barely eluminating enough light, my heart begins to pound the sound rushing past my ears. "I should go before something happens" I breathe, stepping away and reaching for the handle. Rick grabs my arm and pulls me back "What if I want it to happen" he says sensuously his hand lightly traveling down my exposed arm leaving goosebumps.
"We have to be quiet" rick says his voice slightly hoarse I suck in a breath when ricks hand slides under my shirt. Running his hand up my side I shiver from his cold fingers, bending down he plants his lips on mine. Wrapping my arms around his neck he unbuttons my pants, pulling my arms away he grabs my hands and places them in the previous position around his neck. Enveloping my mouth with his he slides his hand down the front of my pants his hand resting between my legs.
Beginning to gently apply pressure to the bundle of nerves I gasp my arms tighting. I bite back moans as he keeps rubbing against my clit, when I'm on the edge he pulls back leaving me in a panting mess. "Jump" he orders huskily, jumping he places me on the edge of the sink. Pulling my pants and underwear off he lets them fall to the floor below me. His hands trail up and down my thighs, my breathing becoming heavier. He pulls away leaving gentle kisses over my face, I hear his belt and zipper before I feel him at my entrance.
I squeak when the flashlight goes out, rick shushes me by pushing his lips against mine again. I make a muffled strangled noise as he pushes his arousal between my legs. When my moans stop rick pulls away his thumbs tracing random designs on my sides, he grunts softly as he moves his hips thrusting into my center. Swallowing hard I tighten my jaw to keep the moans in. His mouth presses against my neck with his teeth grazing the sensitive skin. A moan slips past my lips ricks hand rising from my side to my face and covering my mouth, my head rests back with his mouth on my neck. Clutching his shirt my eyes clamp shut 'Say anything I'll kill ya' I push against his chest "You're okay" he whispers into my skin pulling his hand away.
Rubbing his thumb over my cheek I feel a couple tears slide down my face "Shh your okay" he assures his voice scratchy. Pushing my hair out of my face he kisses under my eye "I'm sorry, I wasn't thinking" he apologizes breathless, I lean into his touch my eyes falling shut as my heartbeat slows down. "Everything alright" michonne asks through the other side of the door. He huffs "Yea" rick replies back "You're gonna want to be out here" she says "Alright" he hums. I groan letting him pull out, jumping down I put my underwear and pants back on quickly moving towards the door. "Hey" he gruffs pulling me back "I love you" he mutters kissing my forehead "I love you too."
Nodding his head he grabs my hand and unlocks the door the both of us stepping out. Walking to the main part of the church I smile when I see daryl, letting go of ricks hand I run towards him wrapping my arms around him I hold him tightly. He picks me up slightly spinning around, letting me down my smile falters when I see an unknown boy. Rick pushes me back slightly "Who's this" he questions, the kid walks up "I'm noah" he introduces himself, "Carol was taken, it's where beth is being held and noah can help" michonne explains. Walking forward I step around rick looking over the boy around my age "I'm lucille" I nod ricks hand laying on my back.
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Dixon or Grimes
FanfictionBOOK 2 19 year old lucille has been through the first war of her new life, Refusing to be called malice after losing her dad. Lucille is in for a surprise blood soaked season, one she's not prepared for. Ecpecially when she's hiding a secret, ...
