Aries (COMPLETE)

Thirteen

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How did we end up here again?

Kasi marupok ka.

Damn it.

"I'm sorry. I was too rough on our last round..." He whispered on my head while caressing my sore thighs softly.

Nanatili akong nakasubsob sa leeg niya at nanghihina pa rin. I can't find my own voice, hindi ko alam kung dahil napaos ako kakaungol ng pangalan niya o dahil natauhan na ako sa lahat ng nangyari.

Hell, I wasn't aware that I have a boyfriend from the night of my debut, until now! Tatlong taon! Tatlong taon akong may boyfriend na hindi ko alam!

Pumikit ako ng mariin at halos sabunutan na ang sarili habang inaalala ang nangyari nung gabi matapos ang after party celebration ng debut ko. The talk with Ravenzon, dancing with him, making out with him until I beg him to make me a woman.

Oo, naaalala ko na ang nangyari noon dahil pinaalala sa akin 'yon ni Ravenzon ngayon. How attracted I was to him and how desperate I was pleading to him to have sex with me and how hot he was when he popped my cherry. Clearly, it wasn't his fault because I was the one who initiated the act and he was preserved, not a saint so that happened.

"Remember everything now?" He playfully pinched my nipple.

Tinapik ko ang kamay niyang nakasapo sa dibdib ko at tiningala siya para samaan ng tingin. Tinaasan niya ako ng kilay at tinignan ng tila naghahamon kaya mabilis akong nag-iwas ng tingin. Kumalat ang init sa pisngi ko ng pisilin niya ang dibdib ko.

"W-Will you stop that?" Medyo paos ang boses na saway ko sa kanya.

"Answer my question first." Pinisil niya ulit ang dibdib ko.

I rolled my eyes. Gawin ba namang stress ball ang dibdib ko?

"Yes, naaalala ko na."

"Everything?" He probed.

"Everything..." Bulong ko at namula.

Tumaas ang sulok ng labi niya. "After three years, my girlfriend finally remember his boyfriend."

Yumuko ako at muling nagtago sa leeg niya sa sobrang hiya. Sinong hindi mahihiya kung ganito ang kalagayan? I'm in a relationship for three years without me knowing! Take note, I was the one who initiated this relationship!

"Isn't our relationship invalid? It's been years."

"No. I'm responsible for you since you gave me your virginity."

"But it's been years and I'm wasn't loyal, or what couple called it when you're not having an affair with other people. I had sex with a man, Ravenzon."

"I know." Napasinghap ako ng humigpit ang yakap niya sa bewang ko. "I'm very aware about your relationship with your bastard bodyguard. I had you watched, baby." Simpleng sabi niya pero iba ang naging dating non sa akin.

Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko at nakaramdam ako ng sobrang konsensya sa naging relasyon ko kay Zennon. Wala kaming label pero nakikipag-sex ako sa kaniya.

"I'm sorry..." Puno ng guilt na sinabi ko.

Hindi siya nagsalita kaya mas lalo akong kinain ng konsensya. Kahit pa sabihin na wala ako sa sarili noong naging kami ni Ravenzon, ako pa rin ang may kasalanan dahil pinilit ko lang naman siya, tapos tinakbuhan at kinalimutan ko pa kinabukasan.

I feel awful about it. Ravenzon seems so committed to our so called 'relationship', at gusto niyang maalala ko ang nangyari noon dahil siya, naaalala niya.