Feared Love | Taekook

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"Knock knock." A voice was heard before the door of Taehyung's classroom was fully opened. With panicked eyes Taehyung looked at the intruder.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to visit my dearest boyfriend, what else would I be doing here?" Blaine walked up to Taehyung, pecking his lips before putting a lunchbox down on his desk. "My parents are growing more and more fond of you Taehyungie... They really liked talking to you at dinner a week ago."

"I'm glad." Taehyung forced a smile. "I know I've been a bit pushy lately regarding marriage... But I really want to marry you. I love you so much Taehyungie." She pouted, taking Taehyung's hands in hers.

"I love you too." Taehyung lied through his teeth. "But you know it's way too soon for us to get married, we've been together for only like... half a year." Blaine sighed at the usual answer. "I have another reason why I'm kinda rushing marriage Tae..."

"Your parents?"

"No Tae... I'm pregnant." Taehyung retracted his hands from her grip. "What? Are you serious?" Blaine looked down at her stomach before nodding. "I just know my parents would hate me if I had a child out of wedlock..." Taehyung felt a lump in his throat, this couldn't be happening.

Not now, not when everything was going according to plan. "Are you sure it's mine?"

"Taehyung Kim are you seriously asking me that!? Of course you're the father!" He knew Blaine was faitful, unlike himself. He just hoped that perhaps... It wouldn't be his. "I'm sorry love, I'm just a little shocked." Blaine frowned up at him. "And here I thought you would be happy."

"It's... It's a little unexpected that's all." Taehyung tried reassuring her but she was obviously pissed off. "I need some time to think about this, we'll talk about marriage another time... This needs to sink down first." Blaine's disappointment was apparent on her face.

"You better hurry up, It won't take long until I start showing a bump." A loud crash was heard just outside of Taehyung's classroom. Blaine and Taehyung exchanged a glance before rushing to see what happened.

"Oh my! Taehyung go help your friend!" Blaine pushed Taehyung forward. "Jungkook I-" Jungkook held up his finger, forcing a sickeningly sweet smile. "I'm sorry that I overheard your conversation. I'm so happy for both of you, can't wait to see the adorable little thing." Jungkook picked up all the books from the ground, the same smile still on his face.

"Anyway, Taehyung I came to give you back the key you dropped earlier today." Jungkook gave Taehyung a key... Taehyung hadn't dropped his keys, Jungkook was giving back his keys to Taehyung's house. Jungkook flashed one last smile to Blaine before running off.

"Oh shoot- I forgot! I need to discuss something important regarding our classes with him... Go back home and rest Blaine.. I'll see you later." Before Blaine could answer Taehyung had ran after Jungkook.

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Finding Jungkook however proved itself a challenge. The man might be big but he sure knows how to get out of sight very quickly.

It took Taehyung the whole entire day to finally stumble across Jungkook at a spot out in the woods. Jungkook had only taken him there once but Taehyung had a creeping suspicion he was there... and there he sat... staring at the water.

"Jungkook." Taehyung's voice came out a lot smaller than he had intended to but Jungkook had heard him nonetheless. Jungkook's eyes were red and puffy, fresh tears still gliding down his cheeks. Taehyung's heart broke the second he saw it. Taehyung approached him which caused Jungkook to wipe away his tears and stand up. He tried his best to slip past Taehyung but the man had quickly grabbed his wrist. "Let go of me." Jungkook mumbled, trying to shake Taehyung's hand off.

"Jungkook please listen to me." Taehyung tried making eyecontact but Jungkook avoided it at all costs. "I don't want to hear your excuses Taehyung." Jungkook's voice was small but audible. The man tried his best to free his arm from Taehyung's grip. Taehyung however would just grab onto it again the second Jungkook broke loose. "Jungkook please-" He said, grabbing onto Jungkook's other arm as well. Jungkook furiously shook his head, trying to shake him off again.

"Let go of me!" Jungkook yelled, a sob escaping right after. He struggled against Taehyung's grip before weakly sinking to the floor where Taehyung quickly engulfed him in a hug.

"I hate you so fucking much." Jungkook cried in Taehyung's shoulder. Yet he couldn't seem to pull away from the older man's intoxicating hold. Taehyung stroked the back of Jungkook's head. "I'm so sorry Jungkook, I really am. I wanted to break it up with her but-"

"But what!?" Jungkook shoved Taehyung's chest, he deserved that.

"I- I was scared people would catch onto us. I thought she could be our cover story... I never meant for this to happen-"

"You cheated on me.... And think this is going to save us?" Jungkook's look said enough, Taehyung had made the biggest mistake of his life. "That baby is going to grow up with a father that doesn't love their mother. I'm not the only one you fucked things up with Taehyung." Taehyung fell silent, he knew Jungkook was right. He might be a few years younger but he was ten times smarter and braver than Taehyung was.

"Let me fix this." Taehyung grabbed a hold of Jungkook's hand. "I don't think there is a fixing this Taehyung." Jungkook freed his hand and stood up, Taehyung quickly pulling him back in his hold, pecking his forehead. "Please Jungkook. I don't want this to be the end of us." Multiple tears slid down Taehyung's face. "Jungkook please." He cried, holding tightly onto the other man who had a pained expression on his face.

"Don't... Don't make this harder than it already is." Jungkook said, wiping away his own and Taehyung's tears. Taehyung shook his head softly, tears blurring his vision again. "Jungkook, I love you."

"You don't do this to someone you love Taehyung." Jungkook finally gathered up enough strength to push Taehyung off him.

"I don't want to see you ever again, Taehyung Kim."

The end.

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A/N That..... was interesting.

Thank you for reading! I really appreciate it! Every single one of you... seriously thank you for showing me that people genuinely have interest in what I write.

I had planned to make a big project out of this book but I lost inspiration for it somewhere in the middle... Probably because my other book that I was publishing at the time when I was writing this was a flop....

I know I should never let numbers get to me but after I had 2 books ( Killer King | Taegi & Trouble | Jinkook) that did amazing, like.. really amazing, far exceeding my expectations....  that crash was just... a little too harsh for me.

I'll try to get back on track with my love for writing and who knows... If too many of y'all hate this ending I might pick the book up again and try to like... "fix" their relationship... keyword, might. But idk, I think this ending has it's charm as well.

I hope that you still liked this book despite the sad ending.

See you in the next one! (The Killer King rewrite perhaps?)

Maybe?

-Hunney