the thing about science fiction, and why i want to be in a sci-fi movie,
is the same reason i like to get choked.i like the feeling of not knowing i'll live
i like fighting for my life to disappearin a sci-fi movie, i'll be the one fighting
but in real life, i'm giving everything,
i have a need for surviving,
maybe it's because my body is livid
and i'm not livingthe look on my eyes isn't shiny,
just like the bags under my eyes are grey
and i'm not sure i'll be living
if you see me in 10 years
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YOU ARE READING
my livid body. poetry
Poetryan escape from the world seems like a dream i am leaving it with self-esteem _ it's mine, except if written that it's not.