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07│thank you next

Lisa : Oh hello Taehyung , nice to meet you again sorry .

Taehyung : Not a problem .

he said as he chuckled 

Lisa : Well how are you doing ?

Taehyung : Okay ? You ? what brings you here ?

Lisa : I have food poisoning nothing serious you ?

Taehyung's smile vanished as his smile turned into a sad expression 

Lisa : Oh I am sorry I shouldn't have said that .

Taehyung : Cancer , I have cancer .

Lisa : Oh , I am sorry for you .

Taehyung : Don't be , It's not your fault .

Lisa : I feel bad for people not pity what have they done to receive this ? MY brother Mark Died of cancer .

she said as a tear unconsciously rolled down her eye 

Taehyung : Oh , I hope he is in peace .

Lisa nods 

as she bursts into tears Taehyung hugs her and wipes her tears 

Taehyung : don't cry .

 Lisa stops crying after a while her head burried in his muscular chest 

Lisa checks her phone it was about 9:30 pm

Lisa : Well I gotta go lets meet again , give me your number .

she said as he gave her his number and she saved it in her phone 

Lisa : Well thankyou for comforting me   .

she said as she kissed both his cheeks 

* Lisa visits Taehyung every day mostly they have become very good friends 

They talked about each other their hobbies , likes , dislikes , childhood , experiences , K-pop , Lisa's exes etc. Turns out both were really understanding towards each other 

a bit detail about Taehyung's family bag round   

Taehyung is a Korean boy , his family is middle class his parents work day and night to afford their son's hospital bills , his younger sister Yeji also works to support their family . He thinks he is a burden to them good for nothing , they have financial problems because of him . He thinks he is a burden to the world .

but Lisa slowly changed his style/way of thinking she was like an light in the dark for him she inspired him to love thy self .

thought he didn't fully think that he is not a burden to anyone 

The reality was he would die someday so why waste money on him ?
But his thinking hurt everyone .
His condition got better , or you can say stable

These months Lisa confessed to him
he had neutral feelings , after all who wouldn't fall for such a kind hearted , beautiful girl ? 

BUT

He fucking rejected her because he didn't want to hurt her . Why ? because he knew he'd die one day he didn't want to left her hanging all alone .
he didn't want her to pain after rembering his faded memories 
he knew that she had gone through a lot
Going from the world he didn't want to let go of her but he didn't want her to hook onto him
Making her heart broken was something he hated , he never wanted to break her heart
But in choosing rather to be selfish , or selfless  for his love he chose selfless 
Getting hurt or hurting her , he chose to get hurt instead 
Lisa always told him " let me love you "
but he couldn't