Merder the best of love

Chapter 12

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I woke up in the middle of the night to Derek. He was talking in his sleep, scared of something

"Derek" I whispered

"AHHH" he yelled and shook awake

He sat up

"What happened" he said sitting up

"You were having a nightmare" I said rubbing his back

"Oh" he said laying back down.

I curled up into him.

"What was it about" I asked rubbing my fingers down his chest

"That night and how I killed those guys. And I had to unwrap the rope off of you" he said

"What" I asked shocked as I sat up

"What" he asked confused

"They aren't dead. They are having their hearing" I said looking at him

"Mer they are dead. I was the one that did it. They are having a hearing even though they are dead. They still have lawyers" he said

"You know how the court system works when a defendant dies" he said

"Yes I know. I just didn't know that happened" I said laying back down.

He pulled me on top of him and I laid on his chest. He put my head into his chest and pulled the blanket over us.

"You were drugged it's hard to remember" he whispered

I fell asleep into his chest. I woke up later that morning and wrapped my arms around his back. I hugged him and put my head deeper into his chest and stretched a little. I felt him move a piece of hair out of my face. I didn't know that he was awake. I looked up at him and he smiled at me. I started giggling a little. I rolled off of him and laid right next to the side of him.

"What are you doing" he smiled grabbed my ass

He pulled me back on top of him.

"You're comfy" he smiled

"You are too" I said burying my head back into his neck

I ended up falling asleep again and waking up an hour later. I can't wait to cut. I need surgery, it's my life. I go back to work in 3 days. I need this. Like Derek gives me more than what my body needs, but surgery makes me feel a different way. I need them and I strive off them both.

"Finally" I heard him say.

I looked up at him and he smiled. I rolled off of him and got off the bed.

"Come back down here" he said

"What if I don't" I joked

He got off the bed and started walking to me. I laughed and he came behind me. I was still facing the mattress. He grabbed me arm and bent me over the bed. He slammed my stomach onto the bed and held my hand up.

"I'm kidding, but this was fun" he laughed as he let go of my hand.

I got off the bed and turned around. He put a button up t shirt on and black pants. His shirt was still unbuttoned and his pants were unzipped. He buttoned a little bit of his shirt at the bottom and zipped his pants. He buttoned them and put a belt on.

"Are you just going to watch me all day" he asked

"I- um no" I said getting up

"You know if you really like what I did, I can do more" he smiled