How Many Chances ~ The Sequel

part 88

Y: this wasn't your decision to make you don't tell me when i'm ready for something like this
Ida: y/n if i didn't make this happen then you would've never done it
Y: because it's my choice not yours it's been a month since this shit happened and you really thought it was a good idea to have us in the same room together it's my decision when i want to speak to him again and if it was never then that's what it was you don't do this behind my back and lie to me like you just wanted to hang i really thought you changed but you're still doing shit for him like a little puppet
Kobe: i didn't know you were gonna be here she said she just wanted me her and kenzie to hang out
Y: nice so you lied to all of us
Kenzie: like i said this was not my decision
Y: i wanna go home
Ida: no we're here for a week and we're gonna stay the whole time
Y: so this is why you made me leave my wallet at home so you could trap me i can't believe i ever trusted you again

y/n walked out the room and ida sighed then kenzie got up walking out the door following y/n

Kobe: i would go with them but i don't think that's a good idea so i'm gonna go somewhere else in the hotel

kobe walked off in the opposite direction while y/n had a few tears coming down and kenzie was just talking to her trying to make her feel better

Y: i just fells like there's points where you have to draw the line and see you went too far
Kenzie: she probably just misses y'all together
Y: that's one thing but having me in the same room as a guy who gave me a busted lip bruised cheek broken ankle and fractured wrist is way too far if i wanted to talk to him again then that should've been my choice you can't do something like that think about what if jano abused her and had her in the hospital for a week i wouldn't bring him around trying to play fucking abusive match maker he hit me why can't she get that is it so hard for her to just leave things where they are it's like if i'm not with kobe then she doesn't want me with anyone but when i was with kobe she sucked him off and you slept with him why do people want me with a guy that they can fuck
Kenzie: ok that was a mistake and it'll never happen again and if it does then i'll give you a gun and you can shoot me anywhere you want because that's how positive i am i'll never do it again but idas heart was in the right place just with the wrong idea and actually there's one more surprise that's really gonna fuck you up
Y: what's that
Kenzie: she's making y'all share a room
Y: what
Kenzie: yea
Y: yea good idea leave me in the room to be abused again so smart i'm going to the room

y/n turned around walking off while kenzie chased behind her trying to get her to slow down once they made it to the room y/n laid down in one of the beds throwing the cover over her

Ida: what are you doing
Y: i don't want to be here anymore so i'll just sleep the week away
Ida: come on y/n let's go try those waffles
Y: i'm not trying shit with you unless it's trying to make you go to hell
Ida: i don't know why i thought this idea was smart even when everyone told me it wasn't i still thought it was so when everyone was going on about how dumb it was and how i must be on drugs i didn't listen because i thought i was right
Y: well you were wrong you were fucking wrong now leave me alone
Ida: i can sleep in here if you want
Y: i rather sleep with the devil before you
Kobe: um i'm back
Ida: well looks like you'll get that chance

ida walked out with kenzie and y/n just laid in her bed watching tv and trying to force herself to go to sleep then kobe got in his bed laying under the cover and their room was just full of awkward silence

Kobe: want to talk about it...i'll take that as a no...so how's everything going...nice nice...silent treatment cute...i'm sorry...i know that's not enough nothing will ever be enough to fix this shit but i just wanted to talk to you i guess...that doesn't mean any of this was my idea because i had no idea you were even gonna be here...i just feel so shitty about the whole thing and i'm sorry it was fucked up i was just mad i realize i have very fucking bad anger issues like really bad and i don't know how to fix it i tried rehab like two years ago so i don't know what to try now maybe counseling therapy shit i don't know but if you'd say something that would help i smoke like crazy and drink even more some nights i can't breathe and some nights i can't think straight enough to even walk you know y/n i still lo-
Y: shut up

y/n yelled with her voice cracking a little then wiped the tears on her face and shifted in the cover curling herself in a ball but letting the other leg lay out straight so she doesn't hurt her ankle

Kobe: sorry...i'm just saying maybe we could be friends

y/n was now pissed so she sat up straight looking at him

Y: we were friends and you beat the shit out of me
Kobe: because i was mad
Y: so every time you're mad you're gonna hit me
Kobe: i'm not saying that
Y: well yea my wrist and ankle are saying exactly that

when it's y/ns pov imma just put a song like always ❤️🥰