the note pt. 3
thank you for everyone that liked the part 1 of this :)
this shits extra long but worth it
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do i wanna know?
if this feelin' flows both ways?
sad to see you go
was sorta hopin' that you'd stayed
"do i wanna know?" by arctic monkeys blasted through your speaker as you stared up at your ceiling, the memory of dream and the new girl stuck on replay.
she was so perfect, you couldn't compete. you just wished you did things differently.
this song reminded you so much of dream, the way he made you feel. you couldn't help but to think on texting him.
you typed a simple 'hey' wondering if it was too much after what happened.
you waited looking at the conversation and nothing.
three minutes went by and you were still staring at your screen, waiting for dream to text back. still nothing.
your heart was beating faster when you started to type again hoping he would notice this text now.
'hey you there?' you texted.
"pathetic" you whispered to yourself as soon as you pressed send.
this time the chat bubble appeared and then disappeared. you sighed turning off your phone, placing it next to you.
ding
your eyes widened to hear the sound and your phone vibrating. you grab your phone looking at the screen.
'what?' the text said.
you groan, throwing your phone away as the song 'new romantics' started playing.
"FUCK" you shout covering your face with your pillow.
"LANGUAGE" you dad shouted back.
you didnt care all you wanted to do was punch a wall. you messed up and you can't fix it.
what if he ended up going for val and just forgetting about you?.
your head started spinning and it filled with bad outcomes. you really fucked up, and all of this happened for your stubbornness.
then you remembered quackitys party. this was your chance to do things right.
you quickly jump out of your bed and start trying to pick something presentable to wear.
looking down at your floor full of clothes, you began to realize you weren't that into fashion.
you just grabbed a clean green cable knit sweater that was on the floor, and you kept the same black legging on. for your hair you just fixed your messy ponytail.
you grabbed your phone heading to the door but then was stopped by your sister.
"can you turn it down im trying to watch tv" your younger sister says leaning against your doorframe with her arms crossed.
