candy smile| jikook au

12

chapter 12

we hadn't really talked about your eating disorder since then,

until one dinner, i ended up asking you.

how could i not? i cared too much.

you got uncomfortable and didn't answer for sometime,

then i thought i should apologize if you felt awkward but,

you sat down on the bed and dragged your feet to your chest,

you couldn't meet my eye,

and you said you had been stalling to get treatment.

i remember getting angry,

furious, even.

i yelled and you didn't say anything,

you knew you were wrong for doing this to yourself.

it seemed like i'd taken the yelling too far though,

because you ended up crying.

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a/n: i do not exhibit perfect characters in my stories. this behavior by jungkook is classified as and overreaction or toxic even. just because i choose to make a jungkook pov, it doesn't mean jungkook is the most perfect person in the world. 

-> you should never make someone feel uncomfortable about their body, serious illnesses(physical or mental), appearance etc. it's not like i'm ignorant about this issue but as i said before, i totally don't express my characters as black and white. i believe nobody is 'evil' or even an 'angel'. jungkook is exhibited as a human who makes mistakes and hurts his loved ones because that's the reality.