Vise Versa

Conversations

Leo POV

I sit in my room and stare at the wall. I can't think, I just stare. After Anna returned things have been different. Any time I walk to her she just stares at the floor and leaves the area. I'm starting to give up hope. I just want to talk to her. But here I am staring at a wall, remembering the week before, kissing her and talking with her. The way she laughed, the way should would speak to me first with her problems, the way she smiled at me makes my heart break every time I see her blank, sad, emotionless eyes. I feel a single tear run down my cheek but I keep staring at the wall.

Anna POV

I sit in my room with Savvy. Kindy and Hannah where watching some sort of chick flick with the guys. I just watch as Savvy looks over all of her status on the laptop while I think. 'I'm gonna die by drowning in my sorrow' I think 'I wish I never came to New York' I feel a tear forming in my eyes but like Taylor Swift, I shake it off. Savvy glances back at me and frowns. "You miss it don't you?" she says. I glance at her "miss what?" I whisper. "Being, happy" I chuckle "happiness is a drug, it kills you slowly, while sorrow is being sober, it stays as long as you don't go drunk" I say sharply. "Well, that's one way to put it" she says. "It's true, why be happy when everything you do makes it worse, when everyone thinks your insane?" I respond. She sighs "look Anna, you can't just sit here to drown in your agony" "oh ya?" I say. "Watch me" she chuckles "I can't watch you like this Anna, your becoming something totally opposite of you, you need to talk to him" she says. "Now I know how Bella felt in New Moon (warning spoilers) her love left her, only to be stuck with her best friend. When Edward needed her most she saved him, but right now I don't want to save Leo from this storm, I want to die right here." I say. I get up and go into the bathroom, locking the door and pick up a razor. "And that's what I intend on doing"

Savvy POV

She leaves, minutes later I hear loud screams of pain and relief. I run to the bathroom door and try to open the door, but its locked. I stand on my tip-toes and feel the top of the door rim for a key. Finally I feel the key and shove it in the hole (that's not a joke for the Internet to enjoy) I open the door and see Anna over the sink with giant cuts in her arms, oozing blood. I cover my mouth "oh my god" I run over to her and take the razor. I grab form under the sink a box of bandages. I start wrapping her arms, I quickly see blood soaking through them. I put on another coat and that keeps most of the blood in her arms. Her face is very pale. I panic. "KINDY, HANNAH!!!" I yell as loud as I can. Kindy an Hannah come running in and gasp. "Oh my god Anna what the heck did you do?!" says Kindy and she grabs under her arms, picking her up while Hannah and I grab her feet and bring her to the couch. "DONNIE GET IN HERE WITH A FIRST AID KIT NOW!" yells Kindy. Donnie comes rushing in and starts pulling out packs of blood. He puts a needle in her arm with a tube to the blood and starts injecting it into her. (Again not a joke for the Internet to enjoy)

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Anna POV

I wake up in a familiar room. Instead of a sickening feeling I feel pretty normal. A strong hand touches my face, a very familiar hand. I jerk back and grab the hand in a very firm grip. "It's ok" says the soothing voice of Leonardo. I let go and sit up strait. I look around, oh ya it's Leo's room judging by the Space Hero action figures on every shelf. "How long have I been here?" "five hours it's two in the morning" he says. My heart pounds he stayed awake this long to watch me? even after the way I've shut him out (frozen reference did you catch it?) "everyone else is asleep" he says. "Oh" is all I can manage to choke out. His eyes look desperate every time I speak, it's like he needs to hear me like its all he has left. I touch my face, its not as cold as five hours ago. I chuckle to myself and lower my hand. Leo keeps staring at me. "Thank you for watching me" I feel like I'm talking to a stalker. He nods and I get of the bed but fall because of my flimsy muscles. Before I hit the ground, a strong arm goes around my waist holding me up. "Glad I caught you" he says "Hans!" I say in a girly voice and he laughs at this. I laugh too and climb back on the bed. "Why did you cut yourself Anna?" He asks me getting serious. I sigh "I can't keep living through my life if all it is, is agony. It kills me very time I see your face. How I felt when Ben shut the door and left with out an explanation. How you where so understanding. How you, lived with yourself so I could be happy" I say. He looks at me with kind eyes. "I lived with it, because you would be happy, that's all I ever wanted, it was all about you. it had nothing to do with me. When you shunned me out I felt like you didn't care anymore, you hated me for pushing you. For even thinking of love." I focus on every word he says. "When I saw you bleeding to death on the couch, I couldn't bear to see you hurt, Savvy explained that you cut yourself and I blamed myself for your actions. Turns out I was right" I frown. "Because of me, you almost lost your life today" that's where I drew the line. I grab his face and force it close to mine. I stare at his face, his breathing very fast. "Listen, don't you ever blame yourself for my pain, my pain was nothing towards you. it was towards Ben. he left and I was sure he would stay. I needed time to realize it wasn't my fault. You did nothing wrong. I hate myself for even letting him come over." I whisper strictly. He stares into my eyes and comes close to my ear making be shiver. "I need to know now, can you love me again?" "yes, I think I can" he looks at my face and kisses me passionately. When he looks into my eyes I feel happy again, the sorrow has been washed away and I think it's like that for good this time. "So do you love me?" he asks. "Hmmm maybe" I tease. He chuckles and kisses me again. "Now?"

"Yes"

"That's all I needed to hear" he kisses me again.

That night we kissed till both of us where begging for air. we slept for a very long time. And hopefully things will go back to normal.

A/N

So sorry about the super long chapter, unless you like the longness. Ok so next three chapters are going to be interesting. This was kinda my love chapter so my friends obviously get one so sit back and grab a slice of pizza cause where going in hot!

~Anna