Is It Really True? Killua x Suicidal reader

Alex was back. TW!

'i-it can't be...' I stutter in my mind

"j-jake from state farm?!" (Lmfaooo naw I'm kidding)

"a-alex.." I quickly jumped up and he slowly started to talk up to me "the one and only baby, come on show me what I missed" he said while licking his lips

'wtf.. no.. goddamit y/n toughen up don't let him get you' I stopped in my tracks and looked down "you were the one following me weren't you." I said as I clenched my fists,

"why wouldn't I look after my bab-" he says while trying to move the hair out of my face but I slap his hand away which made him stop his sentence.

"you're really gonna do that to your boyfriend?" He says walking up to me.

"w-we were never dating just cause you did stuff to me I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO AND SAID NO REPEATEDLY and you still didn't listen doesn't make you mine it just makes you a rapist" I say with bloodlust in my eyes

I start to look up he's gone 'wh-what?! Where did he g-' my thought was interupted by someone grabbing my wrists from behind and pinning me down

'fuck I can't move'

"come on let me have a little fun" he says while ripping my top off while turning me around I was now laying on my back

"s-stop l-let me go!" I yelled but he didn't listen I started to silently cry and tried to move but he just pinned me down harder till I hear a familiar voice

"LEAVE HER ALONE!"

someone ran up and tackled Alex and yelling at him I sat up in fear and shock then I see white hair I froze 'k-killua?'

next thing I know Alex is either passed out or dead I wasn't sure and Killua comes up to me and holds out his hand so I can get up.

After I'm up he immediately gives me a hug "y-y/n I'm so sorry" he said as his warm arms wrapped around my body suddenly I felt warm and safe.

I hug him back still shaking though th-thank you killua" I say while still in the hug "don't thank me cause I'm here for you y/n I'll always be here for you" he stated.

'why do I feel so warm I shouldn't feel like this but something in my chest feels warm what is this? 'Killua what did you do to me?'

"y/n do you wanna go to my house tonight?" The snowball haired boy asks while pulling away from the hug,

"s-sure" I say while looking down til I feel something warm on my body, killua put his sweater around me "h-hu" I cut off my sentence when I realized I was topless my face immediately went red

'ugh why are you so stupid?!'

Killua grabs my hand and takes me to his house. it was mainly silent till he took me to his room "y/yn who is he and why did he want to hurt you?" Killua asks while I sit on his bed

'shit do I really have to tell him? I guess I do owe him cause he saved me but..' I look down with my hands in my lap, not noticing, I felt something on my hand is warm once I look at my hand killua's is on top of it.

I look up in his eyes and couldn't help but stare at them

'god why is he so hot.. WAIT WHAT?! y/n you can't think like that cause even if you liked him, WHICH YOU DONT! He'll never like you back just like dad said.. your only useful when it comes to your body not friendship or love... But is it possible he likes me? Wait what am I saying... of course he doesn't'

not gonna lie that thought really hurt my heart for some reason 'you really did something to me killua..'

it's quiet for a minute until I broke the silence "he was.."

TBC

word count: 684

A/N since it's Easter, HAPPY EASTER BTWW!! I'm gonna post 2-3 chapters today to also make up for the shirt chapters lately