I'm not a monster... am i?.. (bendy x cuphead)

part 5 (it hurts.)

⚠️WARNING! SELF HARM AND MENTION OF SELF HARM⚠️

Bendy's POV:

(I woke up and I noticed something I hadn't noticed before, for some reason when I woke up I felt.. Weird... I got up and sat at the side of my bed.)

.... Ugh.. Satan my head hurts....... Maybe I'll go for a midnight walk or something?.. I want to.. Well I would like to know why cuphead acted like that yesterday.. Does he know something about Kate's disappearance?.. Is that why he didn't want to talk?..

-I sighed and got up and got dressed, I put my socks and shoes on and threw on a hoodie, I walked outside and looked around, I wanted to maybe go to cuphead's house and talk to him, I walked off and went to his house I was hoping he wouldn't... Be mean.. I went up to his house door and hesitated and I knocked, cuphead opened the door, he was in a grey robe and I could see a little bit of his chest.-

Um... Hi cuphead?... Uh.. I um..... Wanted to talk to ya, is that ok?..

-he looked at me and his look well, his cheeks were a bright pink it confused me.-

Cuphead's POV:

-I honestly couldn't say or do anything. I was sorta frozen, he looked so cute... I then looked down and back at him.-

Um... o-oh uh...... Ok? Um.. Talk..talk.. Uh.. Well ya wanna.. Come in or something?......

Oh sure um.. Thanks.

No.. Uh.. n-no problem.

-I replied with trying to keep my shit together.-

-he walked inside and we went inside of my room, I closed the door and we sat on my bed, it honestly was awkward and so many thoughts were going through my mind, and.. They were..well inappropriate, I definitely liked bendy i just didn't know how to really deal with it.-

....

So um.. What I wanted to talk about is uh.. Well do you happen to know anything about kate going missing?..

.. Ugh..... I.. Um.. Why are you talking about her?..

Idk I just wanted to know ya kinda ran off yesterday, what's been with you tho?, You've been acting weird, and haven't been paying attention?.. Are you ok?, Is there something on your mind bothering you?.

Uh.... n-no? But uh...... Ya wanna hang out or.. Uh.....

Oh um sure, so what do you have in mind?.

-I looked down and I was concerned, everything I wanted to do with him was.. Dirty...as people would call it..-

Uh... Idk maybe uh...... Just talk or something?..

Oh ok, sounds good.

-he replied with.-

(Time skip to some time later.)

Bendy's POV:

-I was laying down on my side on my phone, cuphead had fallen asleep but I felt him put his arm around me and kinda spooned me or cuddle me?, He was sleeping but still my face went red, I turned around and he was right there I kinda poked him and he opened his eyes, he had a concerned scared expression he then got up fast and looked down his face was more red then mine.-

o-oh uh... Sorry I um.... I.. ugh...

Oh um... It's ok?.. Uh...... But one thing um.. Could I stay the night here?... I don't really like the dark..

Oh uh s-sure.

Ok..thanks cuphead... but um.. Where do I sleep?.

Uh... Either in the bed with me if ya want, or the couch or.. Uh... Idk um...