I'm not a monster... am i?.. (bendy x cuphead)

part 16 (. . .)

⚠️WARNING THIS PART CONTAINS DISTURBING CONTENT AND MENTIONS OF SAID CONTENT AND LEMON⚠️

Bendy's POV:

I didn't really understand why the dreams were happening that I was having, I didn't understand a lot of things, I did know that cuphead is one weird fellow.. He's never focused nor is he really chill he never seems to pay attention I mean when he asked me to hang out yesterday I thought he meant a date.. When he didn't I sorta felt upset I was sorta hoping he meant a date if anything he is sorta cute.. I'm not sure if I have feelings for him but I don't understand what to do if I do have feelings for him, is he the wrong person to fall in love with? He's just.. So suspicious...

-I thought about this for awhile before getting up and getting dressed into new clothes as I fixed my hair I thought more and came down to it I would go to his house and ask him what he's been doing why he wasn't ever in class why he keeps running off why he acts so weird and is there anything I should know of if I'm friend's with him because if anything is up with him I'd like to know now I don't like to be lied to.-

Why did he have to be the only one who wanted to be friends with me.. I mean it's not like I hate him... I actually quite like him he's sweet at times I just don't understand how he can be so mysterious.. Maybe it's just me but he's been acting so weird... Summer break is over Tomorrow and I have no idea what I'm going to do? If people keep disappearing I'm just going to have to stay home, I realize my grades would go down and I would fail but I don't wanna die? Nobody really does?...

-I sighed and sat up with the shine of the sunlight against my fur and face, it warmed me from my cold state as I got up and proceeded to get changed and grab my notebooks and pencils my backpack and things to eat and drink from down stairs I thought if nobody else will find out what's happening to these people then I will.-

Even.. Even if it's scary...

-I fixed my hair and went upstairs and put my pink hoodie on I had gotten on Christmas two years ago, I didn't like clothes that much but sense I'm an adult or was going to become one I suppose that's what they thought I'd like, I went outside and started to make notes of the people gone missing.-

Our homeroom teacher.. Jess... The girl from gym.. That sweet girl they never found.. And a jock.... Two jocks.. There's no connection to any of tease people?... None of them have anything in common... Except..

-I froze from my writing realizing that all the people who went missing were around me and days later went missing without a trace, as I thought about it having this gut feeling saying "don't worry it's not what you think" when my mind clearly has other ideas saying "your next" I trembled at this thought and simply shut the notebook as I sighed trying to concentrate on my thoughts I remembered seeing the blood behind the school it was dry and right before everyone realized that cheerleader went missing, I put my book down after putting together some subjects on how they are similar in such ways I held my head and looked away as my thoughts ran wild "your next" "whoever is doing this is after you next" "their going to take people away until there's nobody left to hide or turn to" I shook my head and stared down.-

Maybe Boris has some idea.. Maybe mugs? Maybe one of my sisters?... No.. I can't involve them in any of this.. What about.. Cuphead?... Sure... He has his times of.. Strange behavior himself.. But who else is there to turn to? He's big strong... Not scared of anything.... Well except for my dad.. And... He seems he can maybe protect me?.. If he's strong and tall and..

-I got lost in thought not realizing people were staring at me I was in my own little world at the moment not seeing or hearing anything or anyone around me.-

Those blood red eyes are to die for.. And his gorgeous blonde hair.. That smile-..

-I froze and quickly shook my head.-