I'm not a monster... am i?.. (bendy x cuphead)

part 17 (I'm wondering.. who are you really?..)

(Time skip to October)

Bendy's POV:

-I don't think cuphead is really himself, it's October now. I haven't seen him for like 2 months, or maybe it was one? I was thinking maybe he was mad at me maybe he was just troubled? Or maybe he was moving away.. Maybe he's sick? I didn't know where he was, actually? Probably at his house. I got up from my bed staring at the ceiling and the stickers and things I've put on my ceiling and walls pictures or photos I've hung up or generally just my drawings I've felt comfortable with putting up. As I went to my closet and got dressed in warmer clothing for the day sense it was cold out I left my room and went down stairs, I grabbed my bag and left the house to go on a morning walk, I thought about going to an arcade or something, I then thought about if cuphead was remotely ok, mugman comes around to see Boris but I never see cuphead anymore, I decided to go to their house to see if I can't ask mugs about what's going on, after I got there I knocked and mugs opened the door, looking down at me.-

Oh, hello bendy.

-he smiled-

Hi. Is cups here? I also wanted to talk to you about something mugs.

-he looked at me and let me in and once he did he looked at me with the funniest face saying to me "no, cups ain't here bendy" while smiling at me I found it... A bit strange.-

What would you like to talk about?.

-mugman replied, I replied being a little more specific.-

Well I'm wondering.. About cuphead. Why has he been acting so strange? And one other thing, the disappearances at school, they don't concern you at all?... People went missing when it started, durning summer and now it'll happen again, are you worried about that?... And with cuphead. He's been acting so strange mugs... It's.. Worrying me.

-he looked at me with this faint confused look I just looked up at him hoping he'd maybe get what I was saying.-

Um.. No not really? But.. He has sorta been being weird... I guess.. He has been just locking himself in his room.. I suppose that's strange?.

-he replied, I sighed and looked up at him then down.-

Mug, I'm just wondering, what has he been up to?.

I.. I don't know, ok?..

-mugs replied with seeming a bit upset.-

Ugh.. Fine i- I'll just go see if I can't find him, sense he's not home.

-I sighed and left knowing he'd probably be at the park he always goes go when wanting to be alone, so I headed there.-

(Time skip to when he gets there)

-as I got to the park it was relatively empty, I looked around and sighed then went around and spotted him sitting against a tree, sleeping? As I went over confused I sorta watched him, it was strange how he just went to sleep against a tree, as I looked at him then at his backpack beside him I just sat in front of him sort of.. Admiring. I watched him sleep and I noticed his hair was a bit longer then I last saw him, it looked like he was maybe growing his hair out, but only in the back? He looked so peaceful.. I smiled a little and sorta looked at his backpack, tho I was curious.. I didn't want to rummage through his belongings. I sighed and sort of got up looking down at him, I noticed surprisingly he was out in public wearing a skirt. And a sweater, I tilted my head and shook him a lil.-

Um.. C- cuphead?...

-he whined a little in his sleep and started to open his eyes and look at me he sorta froze and stared before mumbling "uh.. Hola..?" Before shutting himself up and saying "hello" instead, I tilted my head and mumbled "why'd you change your sentence?" As he looked at me.-