LOVE?
Part 2 of "Her"
Love? Love is Yawa. Tsarot. HAHAHAHAHA.
Love huh. Am I really in love? Why? How? When? I don't want to fall in love yet. And now, here am I, still falling for her every single day hoping she'd catch me. Pfft. Why the hell would she like someone like me? I mean, I'm just annoying her, maybe napipilitan lang sya kausapin ako. Idk.. I hate overthinking.
So, Love. Ano nga ba ang Love? Tbh, Love is one of the things that is hard to explain. You wouldn't know if you didn't experience it. One person told me that "Experience is the best teacher." Yes, indeed, it is. Kahit ilang beses mo pang iexplain sa isang taong walang alam sa love, they wouldn't still understand.
I loved tons of times and ends up getting hurt. It's natural for people who are in love. Pano mo malalaman na mahal yung tao kung di ka nasasaktan? Pano mo malalaman na mahalaga ang isang tao kung di ka nasasaktan?
Kath and I were currently talking about love. She mentioned she was in a relationship back then with a guy. But then suddenly, he left her hanging. He left her without saying anything.
"Then he disappeared like a ghost... and it hurts." I felt bad for her. It would be nice if we had mutual feelings 'cause I would definitely love her endlessly.
"That's all." She added.
If only I had the guts to confess. Kung di lang ako torpe. Lagi kong sinasabi manhid siya. Pano ko malalaman kung di ko siya tatanongin? But I'm way too embarrassed to ask her. She might think I like her which I do but I don't want to be so obvious.
"Woah.. YOU WERE IN A RELATIONSHIT? I MEAN–– SHIP???" I couldn't believe she was in a relationship. Sabi niya kase noon wala pa siyang ka rs tas ngayon nasabi niya yan.
"But anyways, past na yun."
"Waaaaaaaa it's so sad huhuhu"
"Yak HAHAHAHAHA I DON'T LIKE BOYS, I MEAN I LIKE MEN––"
"BUT NOT BOYS."
"Yesser~" i-interview-hin ko kaya siya about kay pakening Ace. Char. "So pano kayo nagkakilala ni Ace?"
"I don't know.. nakalimutan ko na."
"I mean, sino nag pers move? Anong sinabe niya or anong sinabi mo? Hi? Hello? Wassap?" Natatawa kong sabi.
"I don't know.. nakalimutan ko nga."
"Ay pota. Umiyak ka nung pagkawala niya?"
"Wtf." Napahalakhak ako sa tawa. Eh kase ba naman, hindi naman kase ganong tao si Kath. Aba'y malay ko kung umiyak siya kase nasaktan nga daw siya diba.
"Sige naaaaaaa!" Pangungulit ko.
"Noooooooo!"
"Ah so hindi ka umiyak? Akala ko sabe mo Oo~" I said while smirking.
"hA? Why would I cry over some stranger?" Duhhhhh. Ulol kaba?
"Because you loved him." I rolled my eyes.
"Ew."
"Tas nasaktan ka pa, ouch pain."
"I don't know what love is. I'm a heartless b*tch."
"Gusto mo i-try?" Charot. Di ko alam kung ba't ko nasabi yan p*tangina.
"I-try ang ano?" Tch. Tagal magets. I didn't answer her but instead I changed the subject.
