Chapter 14 - Choices -

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"Kenadie your gonna......" Jordan says

"Gonna what?" I say

"Kenadie. Your gonna have to choose between Me or Sean." Jordan says.

"Uhhhh. What do you mean?" I say

"Obviously.  Sean likes you and has been flirting with you. You haven't been stopping him so you obvioulsy have feelings for him. Your gonna have to choose. Either me, your boyfriend,  or Sean, a guy that likes you." Jordan says

"Uhhhhhhh..... I have to choose you. Jordan. Your my boyfriend. Why wouldn't i choose you. Yeah i will always have feelings for Sean. " i say and pause and Sean and Jordan look at me like what.

"As a friend Sean.  Sorry." I say and he gets upset in the face but hides it.

I walk to my room and sit on my bed. Parker is at the desk with his laptop. 

"Whats wrong. You seem upset." Parker says

" Jordan and Sean.  Made me choose between them. Yeah i love Jordan. He is my boyfriend and has been their for me. But i like Sean. As a friend and i just lost him. What am i gonna do." I say

" Well i dont know. I have never had this problem.  You have to understand Jordans reasons though. He thought you had feelings for sean and he needed to answer his questions." He says

" I understand but i dont agree with it." I say and leave to the bathroom to be alone.

I take out my razor and yoy guessed it. Thanks alot guys. I sit on the edge of the bath tub for a minute then wash the blood off. Put my bracelets over and walk out. Seab grabs my arm and pulls me to the side. I wince in pain. He had to grab my bad arm. He looks at me like wtf

"Whats wrong?" Sean asks

" nofin." I say

" No. Something is wrong. Tell me." He says

" Why do you need to know." I say kind of angry.

" Because i care about you. Thats why." He says yelling a little back at me.

" You and Jordan caused this" i yell at him and pull my bracelets off. He looks at them and looks me in the eye concerned.

" Why?" Is all he says

" You guys made me choose and i felt like i lost you as a friend." I say crying.

" So why did you pull me over?" I ask

" This." He says and leans in and kisses me. I might have kissed back. A little. I pull back. I look him in the eyes and ran out of the hall to my room. I ran to my bed and jumped in and went under the covers. I just cried. What have i done. I led him on. Basically cheated on Jordan. Then i feel someone poke me. I didnt realize a wild parker was on our bed when i came running in.

" Whats wrong now?" Parker asks

" Something happened. Can you go walk around with me so I can tell you. I do t want anyine else to hear." I say

" yeah let me get shoes on." He says

We head out the door not telling anyone wherr we were going.

" So whats wrong?" He asks

" Sean pulled me into the hall and grabbed my wrist wrong and i did something their and he was worrying about me then i asked why he pulled me over and he kissed me." I say

" what did you do to your arm?" He asks

" dont tell anyone. Please. Everythung that i say or show you you cant tell anyone." I say. He nodds and i take my bracelets off. He just says.

" This is because of them making you choose. Right."

I nod.

" But back to the story. It might not sound bad. But ut gets worse." I say

" what happened." He says and just looks at me.

"I might have kissed back....." i say looking at the ground embarrassed.

" You did what!?!?" Parker says

" I dont know. It was an in the moment thing. I dont know what im gonna tell Jordan." I say

" i think you should be honest. tell him exactly what you told me. Tell him how he kissed you first though." He says

" i dont want him to kill Sean though." I say

" either you and him get killed or just him. Either way he will. He knew you chose Jordan and he came onto you." Parker says

" i guess." I say

Right when we finished we went home. I was greeted by everyone at the door saying either
Where were you
We were so worried
Why didnt you take your phone
Why didnt you tell anyone.

They all said

" well i went for a jogg and parker came with because he didnt think i should go alone. I didnt take my phone because i didnt need it and had no where to put it. I didnt tell anyone because i didnt think i had to." I said

They just loomed at me like okay?

I sat on the couch next to H and he just loomed at me and said. " really. Why did you leave?"

" I needed someone to talk to okay. Plus i needed to get out of this jail cell." I say

" Why didnt you just talk to Sean. Or Jordan." He says and winks when he says Sean.

" What have you heard? " i say

" He told me what happened." He said

" Does HE know?" I ask referring to Jordan

" No. You can tell him." He said

" Well i was talking to parker about what happened. Who else knows?" I ask

" just me, Sean, Parker,  and You. I saw you running away crying from Sean so i asked and he told me. He said he isn't telling anyone." He said.

I get up to go tell Jordan and go to our room. Jordna sees me and looms at me. He kisses me and u kiss back. He pushes me against the wall and kisses me more passionately.  I break the kiss and say.

" Jordan i need to tell you something."

Haha another cliff hanger.

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