𝔻𝕖𝕒𝕣 ℚ𝕦𝕒𝕔𝕜𝕚𝕥𝕪, 𝕎𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 {𝕂𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕟𝕒𝕡𝕚𝕥𝕪}

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕥𝕪-𝕤𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟: 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕖 𝕓𝕠𝕥𝕙 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥

ᶠᵒʳᵍⁱᵛᵉⁿᵉˢˢ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵉˢᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵐ ᵒᶠ ˡᵒᵛᵉ. ᴵᵗ ᵗᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵃ ˢᵗʳᵒⁿᵍ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃʸ "ᴵ'ᵐ ˢᵒʳʳʸ" ᵃⁿᵈ ᵃⁿ ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ˢᵗʳᵒⁿᵍᵉʳ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ᵗᵒ ˢᵃʸ "ᴵ ᶠᵒʳᵍⁱᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ" 

Alex remained cold towards Nick for the rest of the month. It was clear he would rather be locked in the room instead of being near him, and Karl was growing worried. He prefered to forgive Nick in the hopes that he wouldn't do it again, because that's how Nick was...He never made the same important mistake twice. Especially not when it hurt Alex or Karl. "Maybe it would be better for you to forgive Alex-" karl tried for the fifth time that week, Alex ignored him as he pulled clothes out of the basket at his feet and folded them. "Nick was drunk-" Alex looked up sharply "So was Schlatt. Each fucking time. So saying 'oh he was drunk! he didn't know' pisses me off, because your not only making excuses for Nick, but your also making excuses for Schlatt" Karl was speechless. He hadn't seen it that way, but he couldn't bring himself to hate Nick. He couldn't let go of this wonderful thing he had. 

"Alex can you go to the room and grab my Keys" Karl said. Alex threw him a look but sighed and nodded, walking down the hall. Karl followed him silently, and once he saw that Alex was in the room, with Nick sitting on the bed awkwardly, he rushed in and locked the door behind him. "Karl what the-" Alex restrained from cursing. He had started cursing too often and he knew Karl didn't like it. "We need to talk about this...we can't get over it if we don't talk about it" Nick didn't look at them, He just wanted to crawl into a hole and disappear. "Fine." Alex said to everyone's surprise. He sat on the other side of the bed, throwing just a small glance at Nick. "Okay...Nick. You cheated." karl started, Nick slowly nodded shamed. "and you got drunk. I'm sorry but I have to admit that that's what Schlatt did. So you can't do it again." Nick eagerly nodded "I won't I won't I swear" he glanced at Alex who was twisting the golden wedding rig around his finger, he couldn't bring himself to take it off...because that would symbol that their relationship couldn't be fixed. "Alex...?" Karl said softly. The ravenette took a deep breath. "I don't think I was being harsh...not forgiving you Nick" he started turning to look the blonde in the eyes "You made a promise that day that I agreed to join this relationship. You said you wouldn't hurt me Nick but you did. And it hurt worse than anything Schlatt's ever done..because I trusted you" Nick's heart broke, the pain in Alex's voice was unbearable. "I think that was my mistake...I think it's best if you two return to what you had before me" Karl's breath hitched as he covered his mouth. Nick's mouth dropped open and tears stung his eyes. "I'm sorry. I just can't forgive you Nick" He slowly stopped twisting the ring on his finger and slid it off, gently reaching for Karl's hand and placing it in Karl's hand. He took a shaky breath as he stood. "don't take this as an 'I don't love you anymore' because if I'm being honest...I don't think I could ever stop loving you" he walked to the door hesitating...if he left now, it would be over forever. "Alex...please" He heard Nick say "Alex..." Karl breathed, probably crying. Alex didn't turn, he knew that if he did he would run back to them...and he couldn't do that. Not now...maybe not ever. He unlocked the door and Karl let out a choked sound before he started sobbing, Alex flinched but kept on, walking out of the door and leaving behind the two men he loved with all he had. 

{ 𝕤𝕠...𝕚𝕟 𝕒𝕕𝕧𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖....𝕀𝕄 𝕊𝕆ℝℝ𝕐. ℕ𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖. ℕ𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕡𝕝𝕤. 𝕠𝕜𝕒𝕪 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖, 𝕪𝕒 𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕒 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕖𝕣𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀'𝕞 𝕡𝕦𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 :') 𝕤𝕠 𝕘𝕠 𝕒𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕕 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕣𝕠𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤, 𝕠𝕣 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕚𝕥. 𝕃𝕠𝕝 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 - 𝕞𝕦𝕗𝕗𝕚𝕟}