MY DAHLIA [MIYEONxMINNIE]

CHAPTER | 9

MINNIE'S POV

Miyeon hugged me, I was stunned at my feet, I can feel her warm body.

"I'm sorry Min"
and I heard her small sob.

"Why? hey, Are you crying?"

She just shook her head.
I smile, such a liar
my shirt is wet because of her tears.

I hold her hand and about to face her,
I want to hug her tight.

"Don't. Min, can we stay like this for a while please?"

I just hold her hand on my tummy.
this is all I can do for her.

"ok, but tell me what's wrong?"
she shook her head

"If you need help Just tell me ok, I'm your best friend, I'm here for you"

"Uhm Uhm"
and I heard her soft sob at my back.

Yes, I manage to tell that, even though it's painful for me,
I'm your best friend.

I don't know how long we are in that position
but I don't care, I want her presence at my back.

"Thank you, Min, I -------"
with the crack tone, I didn't understand her last words

from my back she opened the door and pushed me gently, for me to come out..then she locked the door.

I stare at the door waiting if she will open the door again. I left after a few minutes

MIYEON'S POV

I don't want her to leave me.
with my dizzy head, I stand and hug her at the back. maybe because of the soju I have the guts to do this.

all I want is to feel her right now, just for now

"I'm sorry Min"
but I don't have the courage to continue the next line.

because I love you,
and I'm coward

And the tears that I kept betrayed me they fell, I tried not to make sound but i sob..

"why? hey, Are you crying?"

Yes, because I'm Jealous and it's fucking hurts me,

but I just shook my head.
I feel that she's about to face me

"Don't, Min, can we stay like this for a while please?"

only for this, I can freely Love you Minnie, and do what I want..

only for this moment, I want to be honest to myself and become selfish.

"ok, but tell me what's wrong?"
she asked me again
But I shook my head as an answer, maybe I'm acting like a kid but right now this is the only thing I know to release my heart from the pain.

"If you need help Just tell me ok, I'm your best friend, I'm here for you"

"Uhm Uhm"
I answered.

Hearing directly from her I'm your best friend
I feel a hundred knife cuts my heart.

Why my heart beat like this only for you?
I wish I can say to you that I want to stay with you, for me to love you.. This is my first time feeling this and I can say that You are my first love, but why loving you is fucking painful Kim Minnie?

I hate it but I love you

I just hug her for a little more then.
with the small voice.

"Thank you, Min, I love you"
My voice cracked when I say my last words,

I open the door and gently pushed her out of the room.. I closed the door, I sit and hug my knees. I cried silently.