Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 102: TASK

When it was impossible for him to handle it anymore he got up from the bed... He got out from his room and pushed the door of his mom's room... It was open... His mom never really locks her room... Sidharth tip toed into the room and watched them both sleep... He went near Sana's side and found her asleep... He thought...

'Why the hell she isn't having any problem sleeping here without me?? How can she just sleep so peacefully without me?? If she can then why can't I?? Huh... Because I just can't... If I could, I wouldn't be here now..."

He bended towards her, and whispered near her

"Shehnaaz" She opened her eyes with that... She is not that light sleeper... He has to shake and call out loud to make her awake at morning... Is that mean she wasn't sleeping!!! Is that mean she also can't sleep without him?? His heart did a happy dance inside

"Let's go..." whispering... Very low... Trying not to wake his mom...

"Nehi, mujhe Ma ke pass sona hain aaj" she also whispered... Sidharth narrowed his brows and said...

"Chalo bass..."

"No... I'm fine here... Aap jayo" she closed her eyes...

"But I'm not" he whispered and she opened her eyes again... waiting for a few second... His actions and his word doesn't match...

"Mujhe nehi jana..." she closed her eyes this time thinking not to open it further...

"Sure??" He challenged...

"Hmm" she hummed... He came closer to her ear and whispered...

"Then get ready for the task and don't scream" the next moment she felt him lifting her placing his hands under her knees and under her shoulder... Her eyes opened wide and she saw herself on his arms where he already started walking towards the door... She looked back to his mom and saw her sleeping peacefully so she didn't say anything that will wake her up...

The door closed and Rita ma let out a chuckle which she was holding for long... Praying for them she again closed her eyes...

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He landed her straight on the bed... He just literally picked her up in his arm and brought her back from his mother's room...

"What's wrong with you??" she said the moment she was placed on the bed... In some other time Sidharth would definitely argue but this time he know he is the one who messed it up...

"Me!!!" He said taking the place near her... He took her hand on his and looked at her...

"I can't sleep without you!!" he said sounding guilty for that too... Shehnaaz didn't feel anything hearing that... On some other time she really would get flattered but not now...

"Okay.. Then I'm here now, go sleep..." taking her hand back she lied down on her side... But he didn't move... She wasn't behaving rude or bad with him... Why would she?? Wouldn't that made her more embarrassed... And also he didn't do anything to get a rude behavior from her... So she tried to keep the talking to minimal...

He was sad too... Though how much she pretends to act normal, he can see it... He bended to her and said

"Gussa ho?" Shehnaaz felt her throat gag at the feeling she felt of her coming embarrassed... He shouldn't have asked this... At least not this!!!

"Nehi" She said... She actually wasn't... She wasn't angry on him...

"Toh phir mere taraf dekh kyun nehi rahi ho?" he was on another plan... Plan of bringing her back to the talking zone and then they can talk about something they should... It was a crying need for their situation...

"Sidharth please... I'm tired... You too sleep..." he hopped on the bed on his side and hugged her from behind... Shehnaaz wanted to move from there but she knew it would lead to some more talks which she doesn't want right now...

But that wasn't the only thing Sidharth did... He kissed on her nape and lingered there... Shehnaaz didn't wanted it to go like the other day so she just kept quiet and let him do whatever he wants... She wasn't ready and okay to reciprocate, respond or react...

"I was planning something for us..." he said... She didn't reply... She thought he was telling something about their home that he decided and that US would include all three of them...

"Just for the two of us..." Saying he again kissed on the same spot... That made Shehnaaz open her eyes... His words and action made her realized what he was saying... But she didn't wanted to say anything...

He pulled her by her shoulder and made her face him... She looked at him... With eyes that tried to show nothing but that face made her look innocent like a child... He knows what's bothering her...

"If you think I don't want it then you must be kidding me..." His eyes flickered on her lips and then her eyes...

"I just wanted our first to be so special... Not out of any streamy moments... We will have a lot of that later... I just want to make it special to remember each second of it all our life..." His finger tugged her hair behind her ear... Then he trailed his finger from her ear to her cheek bone... She just looked at him blankly... Without blinking... His finger stopped at her lips and squeezed it... Feeling the soft and plumpness of it... His eyes were on it too... He was squeezing it repeatedly...

"But if you want, we can..." He left her lips and his fingers travel south on her chin, sliding down to her throat... His eyes following wherever his fingers were going... Shehnaaz gulped down the void she felt inside... Then she felt his fingers travelling on the upper chest, still sliding down... Her eyes widened getting where its going... She looked at him but his eyes weren't on her face... He brushed his fingers on her right bosom with the barrier of her satin top... There was nothing inside the top... Shehnaaz felt goosebumps all over her body... Every hair of her body showed their reaction... He flipped his hand and slid upward touching her same place with his knuckles... And her body showed its effect... His eyes were big now looking at the same place... Before anything could go further she held his hand, stopping him from doing anything more...

"No." she said looking at his eyes... His eyes were confused...

"If you have planned something already then I want to go with it." Slowly she said it... His lips parted to say something but she stopped him...

"Let's not talk anymore..." Saying so she wiggled closer to him... The hand she still holding got trapped between their chests... It remained the same way... Right where he touched her... Their legs got entwined the next moment like usual... He place his another hand under her neck letting her head rest on his arm...

Sometimes silence is alsoneeded... Not everything should be spoken... Sometimes silence also screams thethought what the words can't... You just need a mind that can read that... Andsometimes you just need silence to calm the negative thought go vanish with thepresence of your loved one with silence... When you love someone you enjoy thesilence together too...

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