Can't let YOU go !!!

CHAPTER 9: INJECTION

The nurse was the one to open the door. He got in directly to her files. She was sitting in the bed having her legs crisscross comfortably. He didn't see this from a direct view as he hasn't dropped a single glance at her. He called the nurse to ask if anything happened regarding her temperature, pain and so on. he didn't ask her anything yet which made Shehnaaz a bit grumpy.

'Ajeeb admi hain yaar. Kal itni fikar, itni parwa or itna care. Or aaj ye hain, puchte te vi nehi ki Sana kaisi ho, pain hain kya ya fir kuch bhi. Subah mere taraf dekhte huye pata nehi duniya ki kaunsi ladayi lad rahe the, ya fir mann hi mann me koyi patient ka case solve kar rahe the. Jese ki mujhpe medical book chappi huyi hain. Pagal admi. Oh shit, kahin ye pagaloke Doctor to nehi!!!!!!!! Nehi nehi Sana, yese kaise. Kya soche ja rahi hain. Ye pagaloke hospital nehi hain. Aur inhone to tera treatment bhi kiya tha. Chhor jayada bakwas matt soch. Varr main jaye. Matt baat kare, matt puche kuch. Mujhe kya. Huh' She thought watching him doing his work and rolled her eyes.

Sidharth had sent the nurse to bring a injection prescribed by him. But here comes a problem. He needs to check her pulse and heart beat. Shit the same place that caused him so much difficulty. He hadn't face this with any of his patient that he faced near Shehnaaz. He made up his mind that he wont look at that place. He will just check without looking, that can help him. He wont watch it, it wont bother him. Simple..

So he went near her. put two ends of stethoscope in his ear. Shehnaaz was looking so she knew what was coming. It didn't bother her that much. He is a doctor and he is gonna check her heart beat. So she sat properly, straightening her chest for him to check. Sidharth saw that from an angle view. 'fuck what is she doing this. Why is she doing this. Shut up Sidharth, she is normal. You are the one who is thinking dirty shits. She is helping you to check on.' he thought inwardly. Reminding himself not to look at.

'Don't look at it. You can do that Sidharth. Just don't look at it. And it will be easier.' He again reminded himself.

So he held the further end in between his fingers and pushed towards her upper chest. She was confused why isn't he looking in that direction and why is he letting his hand to come this painfully slow. She scrunched her eye brows at his weird behavior. As soon as his hand reached the place he mistakenly touched a little lower than it needed. She shivered at the touch. Sidharth didn't have any idea about that as he wasn't looking. So he pressed a bit more to have her heartbeat. Shehnaaz who was feeling that on her soft flesh stopped breathing. He couldn't get her heart beat so he lifted the metal thing and again pressed it on place that was very nearer. She shook again. She watched him not looking at her so she wasn't blaming him for anything. But this time while pressing it Sidharth got an idea by pressing it. As the place wasn't that hard that it should have been. Sidharth's breath also got hitched as he wished bad that it wasn't what he is thinking. There Shehnaaz was looking at him without blinking hoping he would give her a look and will do the thing right.

Sidharth slowly looked at the was his hand was pressed. As soon as he saw it his heart skipped a beat. It was exactly there where he was hoping it not to be. It was now much lower that it needed to be. And that's why he could pressed it that much and also that's why it wasn't as solid it should have been. He curse himself under his breath. He pulled his hand instantly which made Shehnaaz release her breath which she was holding unknowingly.

"Woohh, I'm sorry. I wasn't looking." Sidharth said hurriedly.

What it felt for a long time to answer to Sidharth, Shehnaaz replied

"Its okay." She wasn't complaining as she saw that he wasn't doing it purposely.

He this time did it right. He started preparing an injection but that was painfully slow. Sidharth's mind wasn't functioning properly. And Shehnaaz was unusually quiet. Her heart was still beating fast. There was a awkward silence in the room. Both were quite for several minutes.

In Sidharth's mind-

'Shit Sidharth what have you done! You decided not to watch to make things better and see the result. You worsened the problem.

What she must be thinking about you. If she thinks you to be a pervert. First you were watching her shamelessly and that too was on her chest. Then you touched where you shouldn't have. What the fuck. What the hell in this earth is wrong with you. You thought if you wont see her then it wont create problem for you tonight, but see this can create more problem for you. I hope she is not thinking something bad for me. What should I do to make this up. Shit shit. Okay relax. Relax Sidharth. I will think about it later. Now don't mess up anymore.' He finally moved a bit.

In Shehnaaz's mind-

He didn't do it purposely. He wasn't even looking but why! Why wasn't he looking. In the morning he kept staring at me weirdly and now he didn't even looked at me. Was his mind lost somewhere. Is something wrong with him! Should I ask him! Why would I ask him. Who am I to ask him anything. Its not about him. It shouldn't be about him. It should be about me. Why is he bothering me. So what he touched you and that too wasn't really from his hand. Then why did it effect you. And why you kept ogling at him. Get a hold on yourself girl.' She moved a bit, pulled her legs and locked by her hand. Her mind was lost. She placed her chin on her knee. Lost in thoughts.

Sidharth saw her seated like that. He thought to break the ice.

"You okay?" he asked hesitantly.

"yeah, I'm fine." She shook a bit and smile faking her normalness.

"I need to put the injection. Give me you hand." He moved closer. She gave and Sidharth sanitized it by a cotton.

"please, dhire se. pain na ho please." She shut her eyes in fear.

Sidharth chuckled. And gave her the injection. He finished.

"please dhire se dena. Dard hoga bohut." She pleaded.

Sidharth laughed soundlessly. She didn't even feel it !!!

"Haan, haan. Aaram se hi karunga."Sidharth thought to play along.

She scrunched her eyes even shut in fear. Sidharth this time laughed loud which made her open her eyes. She looked at him confused. He still laughing..

"kya hua?" she asked

"injection lagana hain tumhe." He laughed again.

"Toh lagalo na. hass kyun rahe ho? Lagado par please dhire se" she pleaded nicely.

He this time laughed the loudest. She got confused more. He was really behaving weird.

"Aap pagal hogaye kya. Aise kyun behave kar rahe ho?" she lifted her brows.

"Tumhe sach me pata nehi chala?" he asked seriously.

"kya?"

He came a little closer taking her hand in his.

"Tumhe maine kaab ka injection de diya." He pointed a mark in her hand.

"kya!!!!!! Sach me." She was really surprised.

He nodded with a smile.

"kaab?" she again looked at him confused.

"jab tum plead kar rahi thi dhire se dene ke liye." He answered.

"Aur mujhe pata bhi nehi chala." She smiled.

He shook her head ans said

"You are such a BABY, you know that?" he asked her cutely with a little pout. And got shocked instantly. He doesn't call anyone that.

And Shehnaaz felt butterflies in her stomach.

'Did he just called me BABY!!!!!!!!'