I tremble
The chills pounce on me like a predator
My soul it's prey
The squeaks
The thuds
It all gets louder and I tremble
The chaos consumes my conscious
It's controlling
Colors blur together in a mess of kaleidoscope
The pictures change
The stories change until it's happy then it's hurt
It's calm then it's storm
It's loud then it's deafening all-consuming shouts
I tremble
But it doesn't show
Because nobody can know
