It was never meant to be. || SBI DSMP AU

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it's been a while, friends.

how you been?

Welcome back to: projecting onto tommy's character bc i am currently hyperfix on him 💃

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"TOMMY LEFT HIS journal here, Phil." Ranboo says softly, holding out a journal that has 'for, Phil' on it "it's for you." He says in a quiet voice, handing the book to the grieving father

Phil gave a small smile as he opens the book and began to read aloud "Dad, if you're seeing this, then one of two things happened; 1) you're snooping through my shit, what the hell man or 2) it was finally my time to die" Phil says quietly, his voice cracking at the end as Techno joins him on the couch

"I have a plan, I promise. Trust me, don't give up a life for me. Tubbo has been given back his 3 lives, I know Tubbo, or.. at least I should do considering I knew him for years, just know... our found family was meant to be. but for now, these pages are filled with things I wanted to say but couldn't." Phil takes a shaky breath before continuing

"From when in Exile, and when I was back at home, for all of you. Ranboo, Ghostbur and Techno. They have colours signifying which is for who, Ghostbur is blue, Techno is pink, Ranboo is black, and you, dad, are green. I love you all, always and forever." He finishes as tears rush down his face

he couldn't believe that his youngest had died.

on his birthday nonetheless.

but Phil was going to try his best to stay strong.

If not for himself, for Ranboo and Techno.

The half enderman had taken it horribly, he had scars on his face due to his tears, he even slept in Tommy's old room.

the family was a mess, but there was one thing for certain.

it always felt as if Tommy was watching over them.

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this is going to focus strongly on tommy trauma so... be prepared for:

sad songs
sadness
maybe some more dream
probably ranboo lore
idk scrambled egg