URGH OCS (Ooc)

❒︎Songfic for fun!❒︎

↬Daisy, age range is 19-20 with destruction arc which this gives hints/spoilers to soooo-- consider this a warning!

↬This is linda a song fic oneshots for angst but idk lmao, just for practice and fun! It's linda a collection of shitty moments in her life matched with the lyrics!

Still here?

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↬Oh circumcise my love for you...

She ran through the forest, tears falling down her face. No way. There was no way in hell he was dead. He couldn't be.

Why was everyone so happy? Why?!

What did he do to deserve that?!

What did she do to deserve to lose him?!

This had to be a joke

Why was Papi so glad he was gone

Was everyone glad?

It's not fair!

↬...It's far too vapid and aimless!

She stared down at her hands, the tears threatening to fall as he finished his statement over again in her mind

-"I'm sorry, I really am, but I just don't feel the same..."

How could she have been so stupid? Why did she have to ruin everything with her stupid feelings? Why couldn't she just be normal? Why couldn't she just be mean? Then maybe these feelings wouldn't plague her any longer.

Yes. Perfect. She wouldn't have to hurt anyone with her dumb feelings if they hated her! Perfect. Perfect, perfect, perfect!

↬I wanna be painless!

She placed the gas mask over her face, starting to grin. Soon...

Soon it would all end.
Finally, this place could be put to rest.

She would do what no one else would finish.

↬Love solider...
↬*BAM

She glared at her 'brother' from across the empty, burnt, smog filled field. She clenched her fists and cried more into her mask as she screamed at him

-''IT'S NOT FAIR! YOU GOT FRIENDS, YOU GIT A FAMILY, YOU ADOPTED A FUCKING CHILD! YOU HAVE A LIFE AND A HIGH POSITION! ALL BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME ALONE! YOU LEFT HIM ALONE TOO! YOU KNEW FULL WELL HE WAS SICK! YOU FUCKING KNEW!''

She turned away from him, falling to her knees and screaming out before speaking once again

-''I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU! I JUST WANT MY DAD BACK! I WISH THIS WOULD ALL JUST DISSAPEAR, I HATE YOU!''

She slammed her fist into the dirt and screamed once more.

This was judgement day, and she was what lived below the surface of the earth's crust.

She had be come the villain.
Like father, like daughter.

↬I want closure!!

She kneeled down at the makeshift stone she had carved the words into, smiling weakly, tracing her index finger over the words that she'd carved into it

Jebediah H. Schlatt
19×× - 2020
A father and a presidential figure.
Gone but not forgotten <3

-''How have you been? Hoping you hear this one. I've been shit, not gonna lie. Hope Wil and MD aren't bothering you in there. I love you. I have to go now... Goodbye.''

She placed a small, capped canteen in front of the stone. They always ended up empty. He seemed to like those kinds of offerings.

↬AND A DOLLAR FOR THE BUS BACK HOME!

She knocked on his door, holding her breath with each tap at the door

He must hate her
She was a terrible friend
And she liked him too much
She deserved her rejection
And she deserved to be left behind
After what she had done, she deserved so much pain

She could never repent or make it okay.

She deserved nothing but pain

-"Fundy? Hello...? You home?"

She was sick

Everyone who was survived was never the same, all a little sick in the head-- but she was the worst

She was the monster now

Like father, like daughter, right?

Right?!

//okie this might have been cringe lmao//