I Think I Love You (camren)

Chapter eighteen

"I've always thought of having a daughter one day. And I always imagined her having the most beautiful room in the world. I always thought that the room I imagined would be the best room ever, that no other room would ever top it. But now that I see this room....it goes way beyond what I thought a beautiful room was. This is amazing!" Lauren said, looking around the room.

The crib was brown with a white sheet and little pink flowers on it. The walls were painted pink with pink and white curtains on the windows. There was a white changing table against the wall, a white rocking chair in one of the corners of the room, and a white dresser with three drawers stacked on top of each other. The three drawers had Leilani's dresses, onsies, socks, shirts, skirts, tights, pajamas, and bows in them. I had to get our little girl some bows!

Lauren kissed Leilani's nose and I leaned down and kissed her cheek. Lauren smiled and carefully laid her down in her new crib.

I took Lauren's hand in mine and led her out of Leilani's room. I gently closed the door and led Lauren to our room. We walked into our bathroom and I closed the door. I let go of Lauren's hand and turned the shower on.

I walked back over to Lauren and took my shirt off, throwing it on the ground. I took the hem of Lauren's shirt and slowly pulled it off of her body and threw it next to mine. I unclipped her bra and let it fall to the floor. I took my bra off and let it fall to the ground too. I undid the button on my jeans and slipped out of them. I kneeled and slid Lauren's sweatpants down her legs.

It was different now. She wasn't scared when I touched her anymore. She still had scars on her body but she knew she was safe around me and the girls. I remember our first time "doing it." She was so scared. I held her hand the whole time and promised her I would never hurt her. I told her we could stop but she said she wanted her first time to be with me. I made it special for her. I was gentle and tried not to hurt her because I didn't want to bring back memories of when John raped her. But I didn't hurt her, just like I promised.

I slipped Lauren's underwear off, stood up, and took mine off too. I out my arms around Lauren's body and pulled her in for a kiss. She wrapped her arms around my neck and deepened the kiss.

"I love you." She whispered when we pulled back.

"I love you too." I whispered and pecked her lips.

I hugged her to my body, our warm skin pressed up against each other. "Let's take a shower together, then I'll make us something for dinner, and then we can lay down on the bed and I'll massage your back. Then I can tuck you in and cuddle you into me. I'll kiss you and tell you how much I love you and we can fall asleep in each other's warm embrace." I whispered into her ear.

She smiled and nodded in agreement. "You know we're gonna be up all night long trying to get those two not to cry." Lauren sarcastically giggled.

"I know, but at least we'll be together." I said.

"I'll always be with you." She whispered and pecked my lips.

I took her hand and walked into the shower, leading her in behind me and her happily following.

Sorry about the short chapter. I promise I'll update more soon! Thanks for reading, I hope you're enjoying!

So who's going to the Reflection Tour? Which show are you going to? Are you going to a meet and greet? I'm going to the show in New Jersey because we got really good seats and the meet and greet in Pennsylvania because the one in New Jersey was sold out and the New Jersey seats were better than the ones we could've gotten in Pennsylvania. And I'm sooooo excited! I'm going with my best friend Amanda! That'll make it a thousand times better!

Love ya Amanda!