what's In There?

Secret Code(part 3)

Today is just starting and I feel really confused.
I don't know what's going on around me, I feel so confused and scared.
I wish I had someone near me right now. Someone who I could hug, talk to, tell them how I feel.
The only two people I had, left my life.
I have no one else..
Sometimes I wonder "¿Why am I even alive?". But I know that if I'm alive is for a reason and I should actually be thank ful to be alive.
It was 3p.m and I was just sitting there on the dinning table all alone. The windows were opened, the wind was coming inside the house which made it a little chill.
Jay has gotten home and I'm just sitting there with a book on my hand, staring at the wall, with dark circles under my eyes..
" What's wrong are you sick?" He asked.
I said nothing.
He clapped his hands infront of my face.
I didn't even move. He went to grab a pill and a cup with water. He tried gaving it to me, but I couldn't move.
We was about to bring me to the hospital when I felt so light as if I was coming back to life.
" What's going on?" I asked.
" Are you ok? You froze just now" he answered.
I got up and walked to my room. Shut the door and layed on my bed.
Today I don't feel the best, my head hurts,my legs feel numb, and I feel like I can't keep my eyes opened.

I suddenly heard someone walk towards my room and opened the door..
IT WAS MY DAD!!
I panicked! "Dad?" I shout.
" I'm sorry" he said.
"What's going on? Aren't you dead?" I asked.
"My sweetheart is all gown up I'm sorry for making you go through all this"
He responded.   I felt like I was dreaming but I was actually awake.
I lost my mind.
"3723 sjt" He whispered.
"What?" I said.
Then he left my room and when I ran to see where he had gone, he wasn't there anymore.
I spent all day in my room and asked myself what was "3723 sjt" about.
I had to find out what it was and I needed to find out quick.
"Was it maybe a secret code?" I asked myself.
"But if it was my imagination why think so much about it, my dad is not here anymore.." I said.
I had no one who I could talk about that so-called code, except Jay but I felt awkward talking with him.
I decided to stay quiet and not do anything I didn't think it was real after all.
But I figured if I looked around the house a little more maybe I could find something.
I went outside and started looking for clues.
There was nothing..
The house was so creepy I couldn't even stay out for long.
It was 7p.m and I still didn't find anything, so I decided to go back inside.
I didn't feel hungry so I didn't eat dinner I went straight to my room.
I fell asleep faster than the other days..
I heard someone walk around the living room, the dinning room and the kitchen. Then they started fading and I couldn't hear them anymore.
"He might of gone to sleep" I said in my mind.
I fell asleep and ignore the fact there could be someone inside the house.