He loves me, He loves me not

Chapter 20

~Song for this chapter:

Breath Again - Sara Bareilles.

Unkiss me - Maroon 5.

"I thought 'See you soon' was our thing.", Louis says from behind me and I turn around.

"Why would we have a thing?", I ask him with a frown. I'm a bit annoyed but I don't want to show him that. So I try my best to put on a normal face as if nothing happened.

"I don't know. I thought we did.", he says as he shrugs his shoulder.

"Okay, even if we did it doesn't mean no one else can say this."

"Anyone can say this but I didn't think you'd say it back.", he sounds a bit sad. As if he's hurt. I know it was our thing and I liked it. I didn't wanna say it back when Edward said it. But I still said it because I need to get this idea out of my head that me and Louis can have something special. Because that's never gonna happen.

"Anyway I need to go. I haven't done any packing. Btw I left your jacket with the rest of your clothes.", I say as he nods. "So, bye for now. But I'll see you soon in Europe.", I say with a smile and give him a quick hug.

"Yeah. See you soon Arya.", he says with a smile. I turn around and start walking quickly. Why did he have to say See you soon? Why? Couldn't he just say bye. I sigh with disappointment.

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I woke up at 10 in the morning. My flight is at 2pm. Thankfully the boys are going on a different flight. Most of the crew will go at 2pm. I walk to the washroom and splash some water on my face. Finally I'm going home. Suddenly I realize that I am really missing home. Last few days have been so complicated that I didn't even have time to miss my home, my family.

I am pretty much packed. My luggage is packed. I'm packing my toiletries when my phone beeps for a text. It's from Liam.

*morning Arya. Wanna have breakfast together? Don't worry, just the two of us. Let me know. :)*

I know Liam's worried about me. Specially after how I acted last night. He definitely deserves an explanation. So I reply,

*okay,I'll meet u at the hotel buffet in 20 mins.*

So I finish my packing and head out for breakfast.

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"Hey, how are you?", Liam asks as I sit on the chair opposite to him.

"Hmm... That's a difficult question to answer.", I say as I try to smile.

"I thought you two figured everything out."

"Actually I don't know about him. But I think that I did figure it out."

"And what is that?", Liam says with a frown and waits for my answer.

"That I need to get over this cause I guess I was almost falling for him. And I can not afford to do that because he doesn't feel a thing for me.", I say as I shrug my shoulders.

"How can you be so sure?"

"Because I saw it. I saw it in his eyes. I'm his best friend that's it. Nothing else."

"Arya..."

"No, it's okay Liam. Don't worry. I don't want to ruin the friendship. Besides it's nothing you know. These feelings and all. It's temporary. It's all an infatuation. Nothing else. It'll go away eventually.", I try to convince Liam. Or I try to convince myself. I don't know.