gamer || jeon jungkook

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hey guys, i really really am sorry for the last update being last year, really took slow updates to another level lmao
i've not really been inspired to write, i don't listen to bts anymore as well so that just made it less exciting
the past year has been crazy, i've been through a lot and honestly focusing on myself and my mental health has only just started to begin, last year was so so shitty i'm glad to start fresh now
i'll try update more than just once this year, as this is short and i did plan to finish the entire thing in this but i just never would finish it so yeah
i can't promise much but i can try finish it for this year, in my last year at school and there's just like a lot going on haha

i also read back and realised a lot of what i wrote didn't make sense, so let's just say, jungkook is still on tour but yeseul went home to finish college and yeah, you'll see from there.

anyway, enjoy (:

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jk's pov, the day before yeseul left

jkisminexx

don't message her. that girl. yeseul. she doesn't deserve your attention, you message her again and i'll hurt her. i'll ruin her life in ways you can't even imagine. do this for her good.

excuse me, who are you?

does that matter?

yes

it really doesn't, just don't message that girl again.

i will not listen to some stupid idiot

i'll hurt her. i already said so. i know everything about her, and you. i can ruin your career as well as her life.

do anything to me, do not hurt her, she has done nothing wrong

i won't tell you again. do not message her.

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i have to do this, to protect yeseul.

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yeseuls pov :D

goldenclosetmemes

hey kook
i miss you
it's been a few days since i left now

you haven't messaged me at all, are you okay?
i've been finishing off college, only a few months left now
i wish you'd message me
i see pictures of you everyday on twitter at the concerts but that's not enough
i miss speaking to you
please, let me know you're okay

i'm okay, i miss you too.|

i'm okay, i mis|

i'm ok|

i'|

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it's been 4 days since i left. jungkook hasn't been online since, did i do something wrong? i don't think i did. i hope he's okay.

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a few weeks pass and i've still not heard anything from him. does this mean we aren't friends anymore? it's been almost a month. i miss him, i miss him so much.

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might just do a big time skip to a few months later.

goldenclosetmemes

it's been 5 months. why haven't you messaged me? i didn't do anything wrong, i don't hate you because you're jungkook. i liked you, more then just a friend, and i haven't lost those feelings. everyday i think of you, i search things about you to see if you're okay, you sure do look fine, so why can't you message me? you've been online, i can see that. i miss you, i miss playing games with you, i miss talking to you. i miss seeing you in real life. everything. i miss everything. i want you back.

i guess i'm being a little selfish now. i understand you could be going through things, but the way you put it, you really liked me, even if the same way i did with you, and so 5 months is a long time for you to not message me. especially when i'm here messaging you pretty much everyday. i miss you kook, and even if the media says you're okay, i want to know from you, please, it's all i ask, just send a simple "i'm okay" and i'll appreciate it.

this is useless because i don't even know if you're reading this. just please know, i'm always waiting for you to come back.

yeseul, i love you, just stay safe, please.|
yeseul, i love you, ju|
yeseul, i|
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THIS IS SHORT BECAUSE I JUST WANTED TO UPDATE HAHA