It still hurts

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You hear brake up story's all the time the usual
"I miss him"
"I wish I could change things"
"I still love him"
(Or her or them)

But I'd never imagine myself thinking those things

Over the past month I e kept in touch with Gon and Paige

Me and killua however

We haven't talked

It hurt more than I ever thought it would

I constantly relive the memories of him and I

Killuas POV

me and y/n haven't talked once since we broke up, it hurts like hell

I want to text her
I want to ask how she is
But she's not mine anymore
I still love her

I have so many fan girls here

So many of them have asked me to hangout of go out with them

I've said "no" to all of them

I miss y/n
I miss her so much

Y/ns POV

I just finished my last class on a Friday afternoon

Me and Paige have plans to go out tonight

I haven't seen her since school started and I miss her

I got dressed (whatever you want to wear)

I left my dorm and headed to a near by town where I was marrying Paige

Once I arrived I saw Paige but I also saw.... Gon and killua

'Oh shit' I thought

"Hey y/n!" Paige says running up and hugging me

We decided I go and get food

I don't think Paige and  gon know me and killua broke up

We ordered our food and started talking

Both me and killua were quite

We made eye contact for about a minute before Paige says "you two miss each other?"

I must have blushed cuz than Gon says

"Both of you have gone red"

We look at each other 'shit' I think

"I'll be back" I say standing up and walking to the bathroom

I leaned against the wall and sat down

'I can't act like this we've been broken up for months' I think

"Hey,y-" Paige starts and than stops seeing me sitting in the floor

"What happened" she asks calmly

"I miss him" I say

"Huh?" Paige says

"Me and killua broke up before school started, I haven't seen him since" I blurt out

"Oh, I'm so sorry" Paige says giving me a hug

"Do you want to leave?" She asks

"No, no it's okay" I say back

"Okay, are you ready to go back?"

"Yeah"

We walk back to the table, I keep my head down, I'm not trying to attract attention to myself

I can feel killuas eyes on me, I look up and am met with his eyes looking into mine

Time skip

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