The most powerful weapon.
The thing that can kill without physically touching.
Things you can't erase but can't touch.
Some words i carry with me all the time.
I am talking about the words that was said to me and words i was labeled with.
"FAT! STUPID! WORTHLESS!! DISGUSTING."
These words are following me in every step i do. Words i have well written in my mind because of the memories and all the situations I was called by them.
These words are sometimes mistaken for inspiration but actually they are just normalized harm.
People have said to me
"Don't do this and that they will make fun of you..."
People have said to me i should take these words as reason to be better.
But they never comforted me that these words are just some stupid letters putted together that should not have any affect on my mind.
YOU ARE READING
MY THOUGHTS THAT ARE FOLLOWING ME LIKE A DOG
PoetryI am a teenager suffering with unhealthy habits and i have problems with food. I am not diagnosed so i can't be taken seriously... These things don't have to make sense every time.
