My Name Is Jhaila I'm Real Short , Im Brown Skin With Pretty White Teeth . I'm In My Softmore Year Of School . Im Very Smart . But My Life Outside Of School Isn't That Well . My Mom And Dad Separated And Went Their Own Ways Ah While Back . I Often Ask My Mom About My Father When I Was Young But She Never Went Fully Into The Story Of What Happened With Them Two . She Always Told Me "He Who Doesn't Want In Your Will Not Be There If Its Meant To Be It Will Stick If It Doesn't Let It Go " For Almost All Of My Life I've Lived With no Father . Its Always Been My Mama And Me . My Mom Isn't The Best Either She Sometimes Can Get A Little Outta Hand . But I Have To Work With Her . But Whenever Things Get Bad I Take Long Walks Around With No Destination Sometimes I Cry ,Sometimes I Yell , Sometimes I Just Pray And Ask God Why , But For The Most Part
I Try To Keep It All Together .! I Often Heard Stories About My Mom Being On Drugs I Never Believed It Doe . But Sometimes I Wonder Is That Why She Act The Way She Act .? Or Is It Because Of Me .? But Then Again I Have To Remember All I Have Is My Mom And Me. She Sometimes Has A WeakNess For Dude And When They Come Around I Get Thrown On The Back Burner . I Wonder Why She Doesn't Pay Much Attention To Me Or Why We Don't Spend Time Together . We Live In The Same And I Don't Remember The Last Time We Sat At The Kitchen Table And Ate Dinner Or The Last Time A Joke Was Cracked And We Laughed Together "Times Like This I Wish I Had A Father To Call On " .No Where To Go , Nobody To Cry To , Have You Ever Felt All Alone .? Have Your Heart Just Ever Felt So Dark And Cold .!
