29 : I Miss Him

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∆ I'm getting used to receiving
Still getting good at not leaving
I'ma love you even though I'm scared
Learning to be grateful for myself

- POV -
- ARIANA GRANDE -

- POV -- ARIANA GRANDE -

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May

What the hell was that?

He likes me? That better be a joke.

Was I too hard on words?

Maybe?

I walked towards Sakura's dorm as I was swayed aways in my thoughts.

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"So, what's cooking good looking?" Sakura asks me as she takes my bag.

"I don't know man, Aarush asked me out today and I told him that he doesn't deserve something like love." I tell her desperately in need of answers.

"Wait? He did and what the fuck did you do?" She was shocked but for the reasons why I did?

"I mean, he is obviously kidding." I chuckled as I told her sitting down on the bean bag.

"No, he is not." She sternly faced me, she looked serious.

"What do you mean? You knew about it all along?" I asked her trying to play along but she looked way too serious to have this as a prank.

Wait? Did he actually?

"YES, FUCKING YES. You fucked up big time honey." She shouted as her ears grew scarlet due to anger.

Sakura went to the kitchen as she took water down her throat.

"What do I now?" I asked her with pleading eyes, not knowing what to do.

"Maybe apologize to him?"

"That will be very shitty of me to do." I rolled my eyes as I adjusted myself.

"He has liked you for a few months now, May. Maybe from the day he even saw you." She said leaving me shocked at her words.

Few months? Dang son.

"How would I know that?" I spit back leaving me a bit angry.

"Yeah right, you were oblivious to his hints."

"I liked Mayank at that time."

"So you don't like him anymore?"

"I do, but not romantically. I do have a very special place for him in my heart. I wouldn't say I have moved on, it still hurts when I imagine him with her but I have given up, he's not worth fighting for." I explained.

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