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Janceia

Wakeing up I looked at the clock on my phone to see what time it was. I seen that it was 10:15 in the morning so I got up, took a shower, and put on something simple. Grabbing the keys I went outside to get in the car.

Making it to the hospital I got out to see juveniles car. I just parked the car right beside his. Getting out I walked to jamels room to see juvenile sitting there.

"Hey juvenile what you doing here so early"

"I came to speak to my nigga and lace him up on the latest news at the trap. Without him its been hard I don't know how I'm doing it" he said getting up and putting on his jacket to leave. He seems like he's taking things pretty hard but, you can never see it through his strong demeanor.

Sitting in silence I finally figured out what I was going to say to him.

" jamel I come here everyday to see you because, I feel like you getting shot is my fault. All of this wouldn't have happend if I would've stayed out of you're life. Even though I've done nothing I feel so guilty.

Jamel

I sat there and listened to everything janceia said. I don't want her to feel like this whole thing is her fault. I'm trying to open my eyes and tell her that its not her fault but, my body's holding me back from it.

She then got up to walk out again until I grabbed her hand. I'm glad I could finally open my eyes.

"Its not you're fault" I said in a dry raspy voice, she couldn't hear me. She almost jumped out her skin going to get the nurses. I tried standing but, fell to the floor because I was so weak.

Janceia walked back in with the nurses and the doctors. They were all shocked to see that I had finally woken up from the longest nap of my life.

"Well jamel sir we see that you've woken up" he said looking at his clip board and telling the nurses to unhook me from all these plugs. They did as told.

Soon me and janceia was alone again giving me time to tell her what I said.I grabbed her hand weakly looking into her eyes.

"I said that none of this is you're fault" she just stared into my eyes. She was speechless sitting there playing with her fingers.

"I didn't know you heard all of that I said"

" well I did and I also want you to know I forgive you. Also thanks for finally agreeing with me" she looked shocked

"So what do we do about us now"

"How about we take things slow. I know you don't want to rush into things because, you're heart is still under construction".

"I'm glad you see things my way" she said looking into my eyes again. That's when we kissed passionately. This time everything was right about it. Our tounges moving in sync as I deepened the kiss.

After our heated make out session we held hands and watched tv. I was glad that she could finally understand me instead of going off.

"Janceia when I get out of this hospital I wanna take you on a real date. I don't feel like the last one was real".

"Ok but, this time I pick the place"

"Fine" I said with a big smile. I was happy that things were starting to go right.

Janceia

I'm glad that me and jamel could finally agree with each other. This is all so strange though because, I'd never think we would go out on a real date. I've never had a boy do the things he's done for me. I need to work on letting my guard down for him.

Aww jamel finally woke up

Will janceia start to trust jamel? Or will her trust issues hold her from it?

Read the next chapter to find out leave feedback

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