beomgyu's eyes widen, with hope and fear. his eyes glisten and shine with tears brimming at his eyes. teardrops fall down to the concrete floor"t-taehyun... where did you find these?" beomgyu says, crying as the others take a seat around beomgyu, who had fallen to the concrete floor from shock, after tossing all of the trash in the bin
"they were scattered all over the ground after you dropped the bag."
"what are these?" yeonjun says, pointing to the burn marks on the rims of the paper, creating the cream color paper to have black and brown ripped edges.
"i-i cant remember but i have a feeling we'll find out." beomgyu says, as he walks inside rushing to his bedroom floor, as the others follow him, puzzled at beomgyu's motive
"beomgyu" soobin begins, as they all sit on the wooden floor that is beomgyus bedroom. "what are those papers?"
"they're my letters. from the hospital" beomgyu says, as they all look at him confused
"i wrote letters to myself everyday i was at the hospital for the year. these letters" he says, tears brimming at his eyes "these letters, whatever is left of them will clear up everything."
"there are only five though. you were there for a year" yeonjun poses his question with a confused look on his face
"most of them were burned. i don't know how, when, or why. but i have hope that these letters will reveal everything." beomgyu says, with his painful smile.
he looks at the members, as they hold his hand, supporting him and helping him
but i know this can't last forever...
he opens the flap of the envelope as multiple tattered papers come out and scatter all over the ground.
the members watch as beomgyu picks up the few letters and sees they're numbered with dates on each one
every day up until march 13th, 2017
what happened that day?
what made him stop writing the letters?
he picks up the letter with the earliest day and begins to read it, as the others come around him and read it along with him, as they look at beomgyus eyes that have started to glisten as he holds his tears back, his voice cracking as he reads the letter:
march 7th 2017
dear future beomgyu:
i heard a doctor come into my hospital room,
i pretended to be asleep
she went on and told the four boys
who were with me
that i won't have much time left
my condition won't let me live much longer
i was told i don't have much longer to live
i want to prove them wrongi'll write these letters addressed to my future self
if it's really future beomgyu reading these letters,
it means that i have accomplished my goali won, i'm still alive
but if it's not future beomgyu,i have lost
and you have won.
sincerely, past beomgyu
ink smears along the letters as beomgyu cries, tear drops falling onto the letters. the members removing the letters from beomgyu's hands, as he cries harder, yeonjun opening his arms for beomgyu to have a shoulder to cry on
the other members following as they all hug him, giving him the comfort he has longed for,
for so long.
his cries become more faint as he looks up at the other members, giving them a light nod, that he'll continue to read the letters
i'm ready for the next letter
no matter how much it pains me
i'm ready to hear about what truly happened
those days at the hospital
why'd you four leave me
i long for the truth
YOU ARE READING
letters to you | 최범규
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