The one for me~ Paddy Holland

Pt:10 didnt end up talking

Dear diary,
Last night at 12 was the best feeling I have felt fo a while because I snogged paddy.
Ok writing in my diary the word snogged makes me feel weird but Ih well we did. We kissed for about 3 minutes and then I saw paddy's face it was a combination of happiness and confusion, and since paddy and Chloe are over and he's got past the fact that she was just using him, me and paddy have gotten a lot closer and I want to tell him how I feel but I'm scared that he doesn't feel the same way, I know that we kissed and all but it could have just been the alcohol we had drunken, I'm not sure but I'm going to go now,
El
I get up from my desk and look at my phone, I wanted to see the post that Harrison posted of me singing my first or second day back, so I went on to Instagram and looked at what had happened to my account. Wait a second. No way. NO WAYYY.
E: eeeekkkkkkk
H: el are you alright up there or is there someone murdering you
E: get up here now
H:ok,ok I'm coming...... what's up with all of the screaming.
E: the video you posted of me singing has gone viral and I have got a tone more followers and you won't believe it
H: what what what
E:Harry styles called me talented....
E,H: ahhhhhhhh
H: omg the one and only Harry styles called my sister talented
E:Ikr the thing is there is one more thing he followed me as well!!!
H: mate I might faint
E: "your falling again your falling again"
Me and haz start laughing our heads off then after 30 minutes I get up to see that my brother is fast asleep

Texts to padster
Padster: hey els can we talk about yesterday and go on a walk
                                                 Me:
       Umm yea, I'll see you in 29         
       minutes as I need to get           
       my dead ass brother out of
       my room
Padster:
Ok well see you soon then

End of texts
This is what I was scared about, I had to now tell him how I feel and I'm not looking forward to it at all,
The twenty minutes went to fast I'm now outside the Holland's door about to knock when the door opens fairly fast and I fall on top of the person who opened the door...
It was SAM
I never really connected with Sam like the others I guess it's because he wasn't around me much, but I didn't mind.
S: Ella you can go upstairs if you want
E: ummm, ok... thanks for catching me by the way

I ran up the stairs so fast that I was out of breath as soon as I reached pads door. This was it I was about to knock then I thought about wimping out and saying I had a bad leg ache, but I didn't want to lie to him like that. So I knocked on the door and heard an almost silent go away, but I don't listen I walk straight in without thinking about the worst that could happen and it did. I SAW A NAKED PADDY HOLLAND. HIS HAIR WAS WET AND HE LOOKED SO FREAKING GOOD.
Omg I'm starting at it, as soon as I realised I turned on my heel to walk out when I hear him say shyly
P: it's not like you haven't seen me like this before

I could tell he was smirking, and my cheeks went a vibrate pink
E: ohh... ummm... yeah I guess I have- but still, I mean... umm...
P: just wait on my bed and I'll go into the bathroom to get changed, ok love
E: ok...
I was still speechless and I didn't even realise I was frizen in place in till I see him walk back out and sit next to me.
I turn my head towards him and we look into each other's eyes, I have always got lost in his chocolate Hazelnut eyes it was like a woods I would always be trapped in, but I didn't mind much.
I see him being to lean in so I do the same, as he grabs the side of my face with his hand I feel chills going down my spine, I close my eyes and let him lean in more and then our lips meet in the middle and what can I say he was amazing at kissing. I mean when we were younger we would "practice kiss" each other even though I only did that so I could kiss him, but in the long run it payed of.
I focus back onto the kiss and moan into it,
I can feel paddy's strong arms lift me up so I'm not basically straddling him while me are making out, then I feel the glide of his tongue at the bottom of my lip to ask for access, and I accepted gladly,

We were like this for about 10 minutes when someone ran through paddy's door. SHIT . I'm going to die we have been caught

I quickly try to get out of the potion we were in but we are to late to keep what we were doing a secret anymore.
I finally get the confidence to look at who just walked in on us having a make out session to see the one and only Harry Holland but to my surprised didn't seemed fazed by what just happens ball he says is.

H: I saw it coming...

I'm thinking about doing a mob/gang soon but I don't quite know yet...?