~𝚂𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎 & 𝐑𝐚𝐢𝐧~

~𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚃𝚠𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚢 𝚜𝚒𝚡~

~Third person POV~

"....but one last thing...Hoseok do you remember me?" -Mr. Lee

Hoseoks heart started racing after hearing this question, he knew that Lee seemed familiar. Could he be the one that had been texting him? Hoseok was afraid, is Lee dangerous?

"Umm... Hoseok are you alright? It's okay if you don't remember me, we were friends when you used to be a street dancer. I just wanted to know if you recognized me, but its totally okay if you don't." -Mr. Lee

"You seemed familiar, but I couldn't exactly remember from where. Do you by any chance have twitter??" -Hoseok said with a panicked tone.

"Oh no I don't, I don't have that many social media because I'm always too busy to post. Why do you ask?" -Mr. Lee

"Oh no reason, I just w-wanted to k-know" -Hoseok said with a shaky voice

"Are you alright Hoseok? You seem a little shaky." -Mr. Lee

"Y-yeah" -Hs

Hoseok dashed out of the dance studio and went straight to the bathroom. He felt like breaking down, he was so afraid that the person who had been texting him was caught.

Hoseok was laying on the bathroom floor crying, he just wanted everything to go right for one day but it wouldn't happen. He still didn't know who the person was and he still felt shitty. Everything was just great.

~Hoseoks POV~

Everything sucks

You deserve it though, you don't deserve to have an easy life.

You deserve to suffer, you are just a burden and a waste of space.

I know I do

Hoseok started looking for something sharp but he didn't have anything. Then he saw the lighter for the bathroom candle, its better than nothing.

Do it, burn yourself

Fine

Hoseok light the candle, he moved his arms over the flames and played with the hot candle wax. He enjoyed the burning sensation, the warmth made him feel comforted. 

If only you could burn as easily as that candle

The warmth of the candle was like the warmth of a person. Hoseok missed physical contact but lately he hasn't gotten much of it.

That's because nobody likes you

Hoseok just wanted to be held forever, he wished all his problems would disappear. He wished he would be with someone who loves him as much as he loves them.

Your problem is you love too much, but you don't deserve to be loved.

~Third person POV~

After a few minutes and a few burns, Hoseok was finally calm enough to go back to practice. He cleaned all the wax and washed his face. His arms had a few bad burns on them but it wasn't too noticeable. He headed back to the practice room.

As Hoseok entered everyone looked at him, making him more self conscious. They all wondered why he left in such a hurry, but they didn't have time to ask because practice was almost over.

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"Alright everyone, that's a wrap. But remember that tomorrow you have practice again so don't forget to get plenty of rest." -Joyce

"And remember to eat before you get here because practice will be long." -Mr.Lee

All the members were tired and wanted to just pass out on the floor. They were exhausted but they managed to pull themselves together and head home.

Almost everyone had fallen asleep in the car, everyone except Hoseok. He couldn't sleep, he was just as exhausted as the other members but he could sleep.

Hoseok was still thinking about this mysterious person on twitter and he was still feeling crappy.

He leaned his head on the cold window and just thought about life, maybe some people are just destined to suffer. Maybe his purpose was only to give love and spread positivity but never receive any.

Hoseoks thoughts spiraled out of control and he drowned in self hatred, but suddenly he felt a head gently land on his shoulder. He looked over and saw Yoongi sleeping peacefully on his shoulder, then Jungkook lay on Hoseok and Yoongis lap.

Hoseok was feeling horrible but his members made it feel so much better. They could make hell feel like heaven and Hoseok was grateful. He slowly drifted to sleep while playing with Jungkooks hair.