~𝚂𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚎 & 𝐑𝐚𝐢𝐧~

~𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚝𝚠𝚘~

~Third person POV~

As Hoseok finished his shower, he slowly made his way out of the bathroom as to not wake up Yoongi. He only had a towel around his waist and he didn't want Yoongi to see the fresh cuts.

Once Hoseok got his clothes, he went back to the bathroom to change. After he finished changing, he looked in the mirror and saw himself. He wanted to just disappear, he hated what he saw.

His eyes were puffy and red, his skin was slightly irritated from the hot shower, and his arms were starting to form bruises from him hitting himself. He saw his fat bulging body, his messy hair and he saw an ugly, sad excuse for a human.

"I hate you.....why c-can't you j-just disappear.....I'm tired of....t-this.."

If only it was that simple
You're so lazy, you want everything done for you.
You can disappear, you know what you have to do but you don't want to do it. There are people in the world who have actual problems and your sitting here complaining about your life, how pathetic

Hoseok left the bathroom and sat on his bed, it was still too early to be awake so he decided to check his phone. And he saw that he got a message on Twitter.

~On Twitter~

[Hoseok]
-Spritessunshine360-

Shit, I wish I was Jung Hoseok but you're wrong, I'm not a famous idol lool.  So sorry but you've got the wrong person and I'd appreciate if you left me alone. :)

[Unknown]
-Mischievousnightsnake-

Oh you want to play games huh? Well lucky for you, I love games. So let's play, I know that you're really Jung Hoseok. And I know that in 1 hour you'll have to go to dance practice. And I know that your address is xxxxxxx.

[Unknown]
-Mischievousnightsnake-

Don't think about blocking me, or there will be consequences. But don't worry I won't expose you or anything, but understand that I have valuable information about you. I like to play with my food before doing anything hasty, then when I've made my point I'll dispose of you.

So behave, babyboy ;)

-Bookmarked for unread messages-

[Unknown]
-Mischievousnightsnake-

Hey I heard you had a mental breakdown in the bathroom after dance practice. And I heard you were trying to figure out who I am. Getting brave aren't you?
Delivered 5 hours ago

Oh also, you need to pick up the pace during dance practice, you were slowing everyone else down ;)
Delivered 4 hours ago

[Hoseok]
-Spritessunshine360-

How do you know about that? And I wasn't trying to slow them down.

[Unknown]
-Mischievousnightsnake-

I know quite a bit about you, we used to be friends. It's sad that you don't remember me, you used to tell me everything.

[Hoseok]
-Spritessunshine360-

I'm sorry that I don't remember you but what do you want from me? I can give you money if that's what you want.

[Unknown]
-Mischievousnightsnake-

Money?? You think that's what I want?? I want you to feel the way I felt, you left me and didn't care. You abandoned me and didn't think twice about it. I lost my bestfriend while you became famous. I lost everything I cared about and you got everything you wanted. And the sad part is, I was happy for you. I was proud of you. But you never once decided to check on me. And that's what hurt. You treated me like I was nothing to you anymore.

[Hoseok]
-Spritessunshine360-

I'm sorry, I know I left behind so much but I had to. I was constantly practicing and we were struggling to get popular, so I never had time to do anything else. I lost contact with all my friends and I hardly saw my family, and I'm so sorry about it. I sometimes wonder how everyone is, I wonder how they are now. I miss all my old friends but it was such a long time ago, and most of them don't care about me anymore, or they just want to be friends because I'm famous now. And I'm tired of being taken advantage of, so yes I'm sorry.

[unknown]
-Mischievousnightsnake-

Well once you suffer the way I did, then maybe I'll forgive you. But until then, you will have an awful time.

[Unknown]
-Mischievousnightsnake-
Has logged off

Hoseok logged off of Twitter as well, he still couldn't quite figure out who this person was but he knew that they had a reason. And he felt bad because he had caused this person so much pain and now he's dealing with the consequences.

Hoseok looked at his bed and saw his hyung still sleeping soundly, so he decided to try to go back to sleep. Because sleep was the only time he could relax and even that was interrupted by nightmares.