Deeper than the ocean

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You know what my biggest mistake was ? To trust you. To believe your lies. I thought it could be possible that someone likes me, maybe love, that you love me. But I was wrong. How many types of love do you have? I never thought I could turn you to the Good guy. I'd never wanted. But I thought you're man enough to tell me the truth instead of cheating. But at the end it's all my fault right? I wasn't good enough so you didn't stayed. Okay. But say it. Don't play like still would be okay. Don't worry. You can't hurt me. You can't break someone's heart if you already threw it away like garbage. And was I seemed to be. Maybe I'm again overreacting bla bla bla and? Then I do! Because it's what I always wanted to say but I stayed silent. Gave you chance for chance. I thought I would be stupid to be jealous on your friends but now I know I was right. But I never had a reason to be jealous. Cause you wasn't mine. You aren't. You probably never had been. But okay. I understood. It's all again my fault. You don't have to say nothing I just wanted to tell you all that and say sorry for the next girl who will fall on your lies. Really, I'm sorry for her

-by me